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LosT....

2005-09-22T12:30:00.000-07:00

i NoE iTs BeeN a LoNg TyMe i Ve NoT UpDaTEd YeT...its DuE To My iRReGuLaR JoB TiMiNgs...CuRReNtLy i M AsKiNg To FoR MoRe WeRKiNg TyMe sO i CaN HeLP SuPPoRT My FaMiLy WhIcH Is NoW FiNaNcIaLLy NoT StaBLe...DuE To WaT HaPPeN To My MuM aND DaD....i M So StReSSeD EvErYTiMe aT HoMe....ThE aTMosPhErE aT HoMe MaKeS Me FeeL LiKe i dUn LiKe To Be aT HoMe...BuT i HaF To Be aT HoMe CoZ TheY aRE ThE oNLy OnEs i CaN ReLy On Too...And aFTeRaLL ThEy R The MoST iMPt PrIoRiTy...

SoMeTyMeS i WoNdEr WhETHeR aM i MaKIng ThE rIGhT ChOicE...KaDaNg2...oRg KaTe KasIH syG sEoRg iBu Tu TiAdA TaNdInGaN NyEr...(ThE LoVe oF a MuM HaS No CoMPeTiToRs To iT)...aFTeR a LoNg TyMe...i FiNaLLy ReaLizE HoW sTrOnG My ThE LoVe oF My MuM tOwaRdS Me aNd The ResT oF My SibLiNgS....MuNgKiN AdEr oRg TaK TaU TeNTaNg RaTa BeLaKaNg IbU Ku...EvEn ThE cLOsEsT FrEn To Me DoeSnT NoE aBT My FaMiLy BaCKgRd So WaT MaKeS a Bf NoE RiTe???Yes ShE MaY Be HaRsH oN Me aNd My SIbLiNgS aNd sHe MaY be NaSTy Too...BuT aFTEr i ThINk iT oVeR...ThErE MusT aLwaYs Be a ReasOn to aLL HeR DoiNgS...aFtEr ThInGs HaPPeN In So MaNy WaYs..i DUnnO HoW cUd i EvEr RePaY My MuM FoR wAT sHe HaF DoNe....FrOM sTaRt...FoR 9 LoNg MonThS...i M In HeR WoMb...i WoNDeR HoW DoEs ShE ToLeRaTe wItH TaT aNd FuThErMoRe I M ThE MoSt DiFFicULT FoR HEr To GiF BiRtH aFTeR BeInG ToLd FrOm My DaD....CaN U ImaGiNe aLL ThE PaIN sHe WeNt TrU aT ThaT PeRioD oF TyMe...sHe BrOuGht Me Up aNd i Am sTiLL ThE mOsT DiFFicULt To HaNdLe WiTh OuT oF aLL Ma SIBLiNgS....CaN U EvEr IMaGINe HoW ShE CuD ToLeRaTe wITh My NoNsEnSe...i uSeD To HaCK CaRe aBt HeR...i UsEd To SHoUt aT HeR BAcK EveRyTyMe sHe sCOLds Me If i DiD SOmeThInG WrOnG...i UsEd To EvEn ScoLD BaD WeRdS aBT HeR BeHiNd My BaCk....MY GOD........APER NAK JADI NGAN AKU NI???????????For aLL My SiNs i DUnnO HoW sHuD i EvEr MaKe It Up To HeR....

MaY i AsK????CaN aNyOnE eVeR ToLeRaTe iF TheIr MuM iS BeInG LooK DoWn oR eVeN CriTiSiZe AbT Ur MuM....???No MaTTeR HoW BaD Ur MuM iS....pLz TrUsT Me TaT If Ur MuM Is sOmeOne BaD pLz ThiNk...WaT MaKeS HeR To Be BaD????It DoEs SuRe HaVe a REaSON FOR ThaT aTTiTuDe...Be iT EveN iF iT Is Ur FreNs OR OThEr ppL WhO DoEs TaT To uR MuM Or EveN ThE One u LoVe MOsT aNd ThOuGHt oF BeiNg WITH OnE DaY In ThE FuTuRe,CaN u ToLeRaTe ThAt???*CrIeS*
LeTs NoT TaLK aBt ThIs.....It MaKeS Me FeeL LiKe a UsELeSS DaUGhTeR....

i ReaLLy DuNNo WheN To sTaRT SKooLiNg BaCk COz I CaNt GeT InTo ThE oPTiOn i WaNt....MoST PrOBaBLy i StiLL NeeD To DeFeR To HeLp SuPPoRt Ma FaMiLY FoR The TyMe BeInG aNd TheN JoIn BaCk sKooL At aT ThE NExT InTaKe...BuT i JusT HoPe i CaN CHaNge My OpTiOn...COZ i JuST DuN WaNT To Be In My CuRReNt oPtiOn...iT SUX....EsP wItH ppL SO SELFISH AND UNHELPFUL......

i aPPrEaCiaTe WaT FreNs doNe FoR Me...AnD TheY DesErVe SoMe ResPecT FroM Me...FreNs FrOm SkooL Or OuTsIdE....WATEVER THEY'VE DONE FOR ME HAD HELPED ME ALOT...

JusT GoT HoMe....

2005-09-06T03:25:00.000-07:00

GoSh iTs BeeN a WhILE SiNcE i LaST bLog In YaH.....OkI i JUsT GoT Hm FrOm WeRK..BeeN WerKiNg aLoMosT eVeRYdaY TiLL i DidNt EvEn Get EnUF sLeeP AnD ReST FOr MySeLf...WaT MoRe BLOggInG RiTe????

oKi...Me aNd My DeaR aRe GoINg aLONg QuItE Ok...aLtHoUgh iT Is sTiLL aBiT ShaKy BuT We BoTH HoPEd TaT iT WiLL WoRk oUt sOOn aNd BecOmE NoRMaL As PreViOusLy....i M STiLL HoLdInG on To HiS WerDs aNd He Is StILL HoLdIng On To My WeRdS....

aNyWaY i MiSS My SkooL....SkooLMaTeS...???HmPhZ MaY I jUsT SaY TaT I MISS SoMe Of TheM OnLi...CoZ SOMe Of TheM i DuN EveN WisH To See ThEM aGaIn....Haix....aNYwaY..i LL bE ScHooLiNg SooN I GuEs...BuT DuN wERi i M NOt QuITINg ok.....HaHa...sHaLL MakE ThIs cLEaR To ppL...CoZ sOMe MaY ThiNk i QUIT.....BUT I DUN!!!!!!!!!!

My LeGs aRe PaINFuL cOz My WeRK Is Bz...HaF To LaH...No cHOiCe...oKi LaH....i M goiNg To sLeeP AReaDi...See Ya GuYs aRd....

BtW MaRie....I MIss U....LOL...BiLeR ErK Nak BeLI DiaMONd RINg Tu ErK????LoL...

LiFe HaS To Go oN

2005-08-28T21:07:00.000-07:00

iTs BeeN a TeRRibLe WeeK FoR Me.....

LiFe HaS BeeN DePrESiNg FoR Me ThE wHoLe WeeK....

1St i oNLi HaD TO WeRK oN SaT ...oNLi a DaY Of WeRK FoR ThE wHOLe WeeK...aND AfTeR WerK...sHaRoN haD LoSt $2300 WhiCH iS a BiG fUcK To Me CoZ I WaS InvOLVeD...eVeN ThOuGH i DiDNT NoE a sINgLe ThINg..

WaS BrOuGHt BaCk To aN Npp WhICh CaLLeD "KoLaM aYeR NeIGHBoUrHooD PoLicE PosT" iF iM NOt MiSTaKeN CoZi M NoT WeaRiNg LeNSeS ANyMoRe...OnLi sPEcS BuT sTiLL bLuR...BuT i ReMeMBeR i SaW "aYeR" aT tHe BacK oF The NaMe oF tHe Npp...ThEn WaS qUesTiONeD TheRe....aNd LaTeR ThaN i WaS BrOuGht To aMk PoLicE sTATiOn To MaKe My sTaTeMeNt....ThIs PrOBLeM is sTiLL UNdEr InVEsTiGaTiON....

ThE OnE i LoVe DuN BeLiEvE In Me aT aLL....He ThOuGHt i WaS LyInG....JoAn i JuST WiSh u CuD exPLaIN To HiM aBt WaT HaPPeN....i WiSH He WuD LisTeN BuT i NoE He WONt LiKe iT aND He WiLL B MoRe PiSSeD...GoD pLz sHoW HiM THe TruTh aBT WaT HaPPeN...FoR ThIs He InSiStS On LeaViNg Me...

FaiZaL SeSUNgGuHNyE aKu TaK PerNaH NiaT NaK TiPu KaU....KaSiH sYg aKu TaK PeRNaH BeRBeLaH BaGi DaN aKu CuMe sYg KaU sRg...TaKPeLaH...YaNiE TeRImA iNi SeMuA NgaN HaTi TeRBuKa n i WiLL TrY tO aDaPt To ThIs BiG ChANgE iN My LiFe..LiKe WaT u SaiD...

i WiLL tRy To ForGeT u aNd i WuN dIsTurB u aNyMoRe...i WiLL tRy....aLthOuGh ItS HaRd....

sTucK Up aT HoMe

2005-08-25T01:02:00.000-07:00

OkI NoW aT HoMe NOt WeRKiNg...FeeLiNg sO StUcK uP...i M OnLI WeRKING oNcE THiS WeeK...So FreAKiNg PiSSeD WITH SeReNe FoR GiViNg me a FaRKiNg ScHeDULe....DaMn HeR....BuT NvR MiNd...FoRGeT iT....

i DuNNo y BuT i Am PiSSeD Off WiTh Ma WerKiNg ScHedULe ThIs WeeK...IsH!!!!!!!!!!
i JuST GoT Ma NeW SpEcS...Ok No MoRe LeNsEs...ppL MaY ThinK ThaT My sPEcS LooKs LiKe ThE ChEaP OnEs...BuT MINd Ya....iTs ExPeNsIVE sAk...ItS WiTh DeGrEss OKi..NoT FoR PosinG....

No MoRe LeNsEs....B4 iT sTucK aGaIn To My EyEBaLLs...LoLz....GoIng To sLeeP SooN....VeRy sTeaM aFTeR EaTiNg My MeDICiNe....

BtW HeRe Is The Pic OF Me aNd Ma NeW sPeCKY.....

Gd MoRnInG My FrEnS

2005-08-22T06:14:00.000-07:00

OkI i WuD LiKe To WisH Gd MoRNiNg Gd AFTeRNooN Or EVeN Gd NiTe aT tHe PoINT Of TyMe UrE ReaDiNg ThIS...HaHa....OkI....FiRsTLy i M SiCk.....HaD a BaD cOuGh a fLU FoLLoWeD By FeVeR aNd aLsO AsThMa ....So u CaN PrEdIcT WaT KiNda CoNdItIoN i M In RiTe??

OkI aCTuaLLy i m SuPPoSeD To WoRk oN SaT aT No.5 BuT i WaS So SicK TaT i CaNt TaKe It...I DuN ThInK I CAN MaKE It If I WeRe To WeRk on SaT....CoZ ItS GoNNa Bz FaRKiNg Bz SO i DeCiDeD To JuST SaY Im SIcK aNd CaLLeD In To SaY iM oN Mc...OkI So I Go OUT WiTh Ma FaMiLy On SaT ItSeLf To SaUSeWaY PoInT To HaF A Gd DiNNeR aT PiZZa HuT WiTh IkHLaSH aLONg....HiS GeTTiNg On SmaRTEr NoWaDaYs...HiS GeTTiNg MoRe iRRiTaTiNg Too....aNd OuH YaH GeTTiNg ThInnEr Too....LoL.....i DUnnO WaT HiS LaZy MuM(My aUnt) HaS BeeN FeeDINg HiM Or Is He NoT EaTiNg MucH aREaDy????hAiX....

OkI So AFTeR TaT i sLePt OvEr aT DaRLiNg's pLaCe aNd AsK HiS MuM a FaVoUr To CooK FoR Me NaSI MiNyaK(NaSi BeRIyaNI)Or WaTEVEr TerMs ThEY CaLL It In EnGLiSh...HaHa aNd HiS MuM ReaLLi CoOk FoR Me...sO sWeeT....BuT I oNLI aTE It On SUn LaH AFTeR I WOKe Up...DaRLiNg HeLp To CooK ThE ChICKeN...HeHe...PiTy HiM...So HaRDWeRKiNg...aCTuaLLy i HaF To CooK THe cHicKeN siNcE His MuM n DaD WeNt To Jb BuT TheN i WaS So DaMn sIcK So InsTEaD HiS BrOtHEr aNd HiM HeLp To CooK...LOL....HeHe...He TooK CaRe Of Me....HeHe....BuT OnLi Me LaH I GoT sO MaNy aTTiTuDe wHen Im sIcK...SeRIOusLy MaLaY We CALL iT(MeReNGeK)...VeRy iRRiTaTiNg aNd FucKiNg aTTiTuDe...BuT He PuT Up WITh It...JusT To LooK AfTeR Me..HaHa...i TiNk aFTEr ThIs He DuN WaNT To VoLuNTeeR To LooK AfTeR Me If i'M SiCk aGaIn...LOL...

SO i GoT HoMe EaRLy CoZ GoT a BiT TIFF...BuT aFTeR aWhILe We'Re Ok...KesIaN...i duN GeT To See HiM Off To CaMp...GoNa Miss HiM ThoUGh...ThEN wHeN i ReaCh HoMe aBt 7 IkhLasH WaS STiLL aRd....He WaS As iRRiTaTiNG aS eVeR....InFrONT Of My PaRents He WaS PaMPeReD..SO He TeNd To Be "MaNjE"...HmpHz....k WaTeVER....

LaTeR ToDAY i TiNk i GoNNa aCCoMPaNy MuMMy Go My GraNdPaReNts pLaCe To vIsIt ThEM aNd GiF TheM SOmE caSH...HeHe...KiNDa MiSS TheM aCTuaLLy...aND TheN GoNNa TaKe Ma SPeCs....YEA!!!!!!!I gOt NeW sPeCs.........SiMiLaR To ThE RaYBaN BuT ItS NicEr...FrEaKiNg ExPeNSIvE...So No MoRe LeNsEs....oNLi OncE IN a WHIle B4 iT sTicK aGAIn To My EyE BaLLs...DaH TaK LaWA MaTa BeSaR aKu NI....HaHa...LaTeR CAN TaKe PicTuRe aNd LeT Ya See....

BuT NOW My Hp Is WiTh Ma CoLLeaGUe...EnSoN...He HeLp Me RePaIr...BuT I HaVEnT GoT iT BacK CoZ HiS BeeN On Mc aLL WeeK....KiNdA ScArEd If He TooK AwAy My PhOnE aNd NeVeR CoMe BaCK...DiE SiA.....OkI pLZ DuN uTTeR RuBBiSH....JusT HoPe He'LL COMe BaCK sOOn...

a MsG FOR Dee.....
Dee..aKu TaK TaU AsAL KaU SuKE NaH MeNgHILaNgKaN DiRI KaU....LooK....KiTeR KaWaN TaU EVEN KaLaU KaU SaKiT SeKuRaNG2 NyE BaGI TaU La AkU aT LeAsT i NoE WaTS GoINg OnKaU HiLaNGKaN DiRI NaNtI KaU cKP aKU Yg MeNGHiLaNG KaN DiRI...aKu CaLL Hp KaU TaK ANgKaT aKu CaLL RuMaH KaDaNg2 TaKdEr oRG aNGKaT...KaDaNG2 MiRa KaTe KaU KLuA..Kau TAK CAYE KaU TaNYe LaH MiRa sENdIrI....aKU BkN NaK KecIK KaN HaTi KaU Ah By WrItInG aBT u In My bLoG...TaPi aKU TaU KaU MesTI BacA NyE...SeBaB Tu aKu TuLiS.....KaLaU KAU NAK KeCiK HaTi PaSaL aKu SInDiR KaU???KaU LeH KEcIK HaTI TaPI KaU INgaT LaH KaLaU SaTu KaWaN DaH KecIk DaN TaWaR HaTi....aPe RaSe NyeR???CaM GiTu LaH aKU RaSe BiLe KaU LUPe PaSaL aKu NyE BDaY...KaU BuBBLe aKu EVEN ON MY BDAY....U DIDNT EVEN CALL ME WHEN KAU TAK DPT KLUA NGAN AKU...aKU TAK MARAH KALAU KAU TAK DPT KLUA NGAN AKU TAPI SEKURANG2 NYE BILANG LAH AKU....SO aKU TanYe KAU??KaU TerKiLaN TaK KaLaU KaU JaDI aKu???i aLWaYs ReMeMBeR ThE TyMeS We UsEd To Be cLosE...We Go TrU UpS aNdDOWns ToGeTheR...KaU EvEn JaGa aKu BiLe aKU saKit...MaSaK kAN uTk aKu..AKu aPPrEaCiATe SeMuA Tu....cUmE aKu SeDiH TaK SaNGKa KiTe LeH JaDi JaUH GiNi....FiKirKaN LaH aPeR aKu cKp.....

oKi I gOttA Go aNd sLeeP NoW....MoRNINg PpL.....

aT HoMe NoW...

2005-08-17T17:52:00.000-07:00

OKi aS UsUaL i M aT HoMe NOw GoInG To WeRK LaTER On aT aBt 7 LiKe DaT....ToDaY iLL Be WeRKInG aT RoBERTsOn WaLk....HoPe TO sEE Ya FeLLaS ThERE SOoN...LoL....

OkI B4 ThIs i WaTcH FaCe LiFt DeBBiE TRaVis aNd aLsO FoLLoWeD By TrIppLe 9....LaME ShOw..YeaH i NOe....WeLL THErE aInT No BeTTeR sHOw OuT ThErE...aNywaY....i WuD LiKe To TaKe ThIs OppOrTuNiTy To WisH Ma Gd FreN KaMaRIaH...a VeRy HaPPi 18 TH BdaY.....

SiNCe NoW u Re In THe LeGaL aGe IndUsTrY...LoL....WeLcOme ThE PaRTy BaBe....aNd As WaT i DidNt ExPecT....Dee...My Gd FrEn HaS LeFt Me WiTh No SigNs aNd WaRnInGs...JusT DiSSaPeaR JUsT LiKE DaT wItH HER NeW Bf....i WaS ExPecTiNg HeR To WisH Me a HaPPi BdaY But ShE dIDNt...sO MuCh Of a Gd FreN YaH....CAN EvEn ForGeT HER OwN GD FreN'S BDaY....WeLL i ReMiNdEd HeR My BdaY waS ARd ThE cOrNeR aNd We aRe pLaNNiNg To CeLeBraTe My BdaY BuT sHe cHosE NoT To RiNg Me aT aLL....sO WaT caN i SaY....WaT The HeLL...

aCtUaLLy iWaS ThInKiNg To EdIt Ma bLoG Coz It LooK KiNDa MEsSy To Me....BuT i TiNk i LL DO TaT On My Off DaY....YeaH.....

aNYwAY NoW i M cRaViNg For NasI LemaK aNd ICE CReam...BeEn WaNTiNg To EaT NasI LeMaK BuT sTiLL caNt GeT The OnE dELiCiOus OnE FrOm aNywHeRe....HaIx...k FoLKs GoTTa Go NoW....

RoUgH WeeK

2005-08-16T21:08:00.000-07:00

oK LaSt WeeK iVe BeeN WeRKiNg aLmOsT EvErYdaY eXcEpT fOr SaTuRdAy....DaMn ItS sO TiRiNg.....NoW aT HoMe....2 DaYS oFF aNd Its KiLLiNg Me...ItS SO BoRINg...sO i CoMPLaIn BaSicALLy OF EvErYtHiNg HaHa....

aNyWaY aT ThIs MoMeNt i M nOt In Gd TeRms WiTh ma SIS...HaD a TiFF YesTeRDaY wItH HeR...HaIx...YaH ItS aBt HeR aTTiTuDe aNd sTuFF....SoMeTYMeS ppL mAy ThInK SisTeRs Of cLoSe aGe GaPs CaN GeT aLoNg ToGeTHeR VeRy WeLL....BuT i TiNk i HaD to ChaNge PpL's ThiNKInG aBt TaT CoZ to Me i ThInK iTs NoT TrUe...LiKe FoR Me aNd My SIS iTs sO HaRd To GeT aLoNg WeLL...dUnnO y BuT i Ve sEEn OtHer ppL WhO DuN GeT aLoNg WiTh ThEiR sIbLiNgS wELL....HaIx....i DUnnNo LaH sOmeTImEs ItS JusT HaRd To ExPLaIn tHiNgS...

GeTTiNg On aS NoRMaL...EvEn WiThOuT sTudYiNg StiLL...i FeeL ThErE Is sOmeThInG DiFF GoInG On...

WeLL aT ThE EnD oF ThE MoNtH MaRiE aNd i ArE pLaNNiNg To Go PaMpEr OuRsElVeS wIth SOmEtHiNg Or MORe LIkE TReaT OuRsELvEs wItH SoMeThiNg..SOMeThiNg i THiNK TaT ThOse cHiNeSe BiThcEs HaD BeeN DoInG aT My WeRK pLaCe...HaHa

iLL LeT Ya NoE sOOn...NoT sO sOOn LaH..HaHa...k GoTTa Go aNd WaTcH CSI COMiNg Up LaTeR....TaG YaH...

YeaH BeBeH

2005-08-08T17:02:00.000-07:00

OuH OkI toDaY iS wAt DaY ErK...HaHa.....
ITS MY BDAY U ASS HOLES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HaHa.....So HaPPi......HaHa.....BuT YesTDAY i GoT a GiFt FrOm MaRiE aNd FirDAUs a ToRTiSe...a cUtE OnE....ThAnX GuYs....b4 ThIs MaRiE aReaDy GoT Me a NecKLaCE i LoIKe...HeHe....

ThEn ThEy wisH Me aN aDvAnCe OnE.......

ThEn RiGhT B4 12 MIdNiTe TodaY....My DARLINg ScaRe Me Off By PuTTiNg DowN tHe PhOnE JUsT LiKe TaT...MaKINg aN aTTiTuDe...KePT CaLLiNg HiM aNd He KePt ReJeCTiNg....WhEn i WaS aBt To cRy He CaLLed Me aT ThE stRoKe Of MidNiTe To WisH Me HaPPi BdaY...HaHa...i WaS So ToucHEd.....ThEn mY PaReNts CaME InTo My RooM aNd sInG ME a BdaY sOnG.....LOL.....TheN MaRiE sMs Me To SaY HaPPi BdaY aNd aLL MsN MessEnGeRs CaMe In WisHiNg ME HaPPi BdaY....im So ToUcHeD....ThaNx u GuYs...EvEn Ma sEc sCh FrEn YuWeN aLsO WisHed Me HaPPi BdaY....i ToT She dUn ReMeMBeR....My BesT FrEN BaCk In sEc ScH...HaHa....ThEn i WaKe UP ThIs MorNIng And sEE i GoT qUItE aLot Of MsN MsG WisHIng Me HaPPi BdaY.....SO HaPPi!!!!!!!

THEY ACTUALLY REMEMBER MY BDAY......

YaH a PerSoN sO cLoSe To Me PrEvIoUSLy Dee...sTiLL NoT wishEd Me YeT...sO mUcH fOr sETTiNg Her aLaRm aT mIdNITe.....WisHiNg Me HaPPi BdaY....BuT sHe DiD NoT....DiSSaPoInTeD....!!!!!!!!!!!EvEn Ma PoLy FrENs...NoNe Of TheM wiSh me....SUcKy....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BuT aFTeR aLL i m HaPPi...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oKi I'm UpDaTiNg

2005-07-28T18:43:00.000-07:00

OkI HoLLa ppL.....iT sEeMs LiKe i M bLoGGiNg In aGaIn....GdGd....MaYbE NoW is My TeRM BrEaK sO i'M So CaLLeD "FrEE" aT ThE MoMeNt.........

OkI YesTeRDaY i WaS WeRkInG aT ROBErTsOn WaLk...OkI It EnDeD aBt 3 BuT RoUgHLy EvErYTHINg Is oNLy oVeR aT aBt 4.....THeN HaF To WaIt FoR ThOsE ppL To sHut DOwN ThE wHoLE ThiNGy.....SO Its aBt 4:45aM....TaTs WaT i HaTe aBt WeRKINg aT RoBeRTsOn WaLk.....sTuPiD cLuB....

WeLL aT wErK i GeT To MeeT Ma oLd CoLLeaGuEs....aS UsUaL.....So HaPPy To See TheM...aNd TheRe aRe NeW cAsHiErS.....HaHa....WeLL sO TaT DoEsNt MaKe Me "NEW" aNyMoRe.....MuST sHoW Gd ExaMpLe....HaHa...YesTeRdAy i WaS aT ThE COVeR cHaRGe aRea.....BoRiNg sO i DiD ThE CrOss BooK...TaT BeLoNgS To GeRi...ThAnx BeBeh...BtW i WuD LoVe To See uR sOn OnE DaY.....So CuTe....i MeaN oN tHe PhOnE He SeeMeD sO cUtE....Ur sTuPId HusBaNd sO StUPiD tO LeaVe u MaN......NvM u'LL aLwaYs HaF Us Ur FrEnS.....AiTe????

ThEn i TooK TraNsPoRt TaT GoEs BaCk To EaSt aRea...YeaH goiNg BacK tO Ma Boo'S pLaCe...He WaS aT Hm....He GeT to Go HoMe aNd ReTuRn BaCk To caMp EaRLy In ThE MOrNiNg ToDaE....So i ReaChEd HiS VoIdEcK aT aBt 5....ThEn graB sOmeThInG To EaT aT 7-11....HaHa....i aTe As UsUaL My CraB cHeeSe PiZZa..HaHa......ThEn WeNt Up...aNd AS USUAL HE DIDNT HEAR THE PHONE RINGS...........!!!!So i HaD To KnOcK oN HIS wIndOw PaNeL...HaHa....ThEn WaKe HiM Up...sTiLL HaF ThE cHeaT To sLeeP WhIlE sIttInG DoWn......

HaIz...FoReVeR WaNt To sLeeP...eHeKz...ThaN We GoT Hm By CaB...i SeNt HiM oFF To CaMp ThEn GoT BaCk Hm...Of CoZ by CaB LaH....So NicE To See HiM Off EaRLy In ThE MoRNiNg...Or eLsE iT WiLL aLwaYs Be sUndAy NiTe WaT....eHeKz....

ThEn WHeN i GoT Hm My PaReNts aRE GeTTiNg ReaDy To WeRk...HaHa...Me GeTTiNg ReaDy To SLEEP......HaHa......aNyWaY ToDaY iM nOt WeRKInG sO i m ReLaXiNg aT Hm.....
ThEN oN Tv i SaW ThIs GuY FaCe SaMe LiKe ZuL...Ma ReTaRdEd FrEn...HaHa.....NoT Ma SkooL MaTe k....Ma FrEn...Ma SKooL MaTe CaN Go TO HeLL.....

My DaY ToDaY aNd YesTeRDaY....

2005-07-27T15:33:00.000-07:00

YesTeRdaY i WeNt To EsPLaNaDe aLoNe To TaKe PiCTuRes FoR ThE sTuPiD MMWD PrOjeCt....aLL ThaNx To Dee WhO SaId TaT sHe WiLL AccOmPaNy Me On MoNdAy BuT aT LasT sHe DidNt....SHE wEnT OuT wItH HeR Bf aNd WHOeVeR sO....

I WeNt To WorK LaTe BcOz i WaS aT EsPLaNaDe TaKiNg PiCs aNd ReLeAsInG My STReSS...My GoD i CaNNOT BeLieVe It TaT i M aT a PosItIOn Of sTrEssNeSS iN sKooL....I HaTe ZuL aLL ThAt Fo pResSuRINg Me....i WiLL sTiLL sTiCk To My MiNd FoR cHaNGInG ThE cOz i WaNt To ChaNgE FrOm EBT to EBM.EvEN iF i DeFeR FoR a Yr i TiNk iT WiLL Be BeTTeR MaYbe i GeT To MeeT NeW ppL.....

YesTeRdaY aT WeRk i WaS sO sTreSS ThINkInG aBt My UpCoMiNg ExAmS TiLL i UndErChaRgE My CusToMeR FOR 2 SoL BeeR.AND i HaF tO Pay FoR iT.20 BuCkS...My GoD...i M So FaRKiNg WeRKEd Up.....GOsH...DaMn iT.....

ThIs Is Me aT WeRK aT aBt 7 LiKe DaT WheN tHeRe iS NoT MucH PpL.....

ToDaY i m aLsO WeRKiNg...My GoSH...i ReaLLi CANt TaKe iT AnYMORe....ExaMs ARE sO cOmINg NeaR tO Me...aT HoMe NOw BeInG LecTUrEd By MUm aBt WaT aLSO i DUnNo...My GoD....OnLy OnE PeRsOn CaN MAKe My DaY....OnLy ThE FeLLa BeLoW CaN MaKe My DaY..

GosH i CaNt WaIT...

2005-07-23T11:45:00.000-07:00

OkI ppL....i CaNt WaIt FoR........................

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GuEsS WaT.....ItS mY BirTHDaY cOmINg SoOn????????

HaHa...Oh Yes iT Is...My BdaY iS cOmIng sOoN........

CaNt WaIt..........

My GosH..............i HaTE sKooL WeRk....My PrOJeCt SuX......EsP ThE InDIViDuaLLy PrOJeCt...i HaTe iT So Much....i DuNNo WaT's GoNNa HaPPeN aReaDy......

SwItChInG CoZ AsAp.....i ReaLLy caNt TaKe iT aNymoRe....HaTe PrOgRaMMiNg.....WaT ThE HeCk.....AcTuaLLi RiTe i HaTe LeOnG...My SAPD TeaChEr...My GoD sHe CaN TaLk FoR fuCkInG HrS NoN StOp.....WaT ThE FaRk SIA.....

i HaTe SeeIng HeR....SeRiOusLy...

My DaRLiNg aNd Me aRe FiNe....As LoViNg As aLWaYs......

k GoTTa ResT...GoTTa WeRk aT niTe.....bLoG in sOOn....

DaMn iT SiA....

2005-07-11T23:42:00.000-07:00

OkI LeT Me TeLL u SOMeThInG FeRsT Oki....i LOST MY FREAKING SAMSUNG E700A.......
DaMn iT......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OkI My SkooL HaS BeeN sUx SincE DaY 1...aS uSuaL.....DaMn It i NeeD To HaNd iN My SaPd aSsIgNmeNt ThIs MoNdaY aNd i HaVeNt sTaRTeD MucH...OnLy ThE stUpID WeBBiE ThiNgY.....

ReaLLi SIa....TaT TeaChEr Of MiNe sUx....ShE Is FaRkInG BorInG...

OkI aNd i NvR wEnT sKooL ToDaY...I WaS aT DeAr's pLaCe..sLePt OvEr Coz I m too TiRe aNd LaZy ENuF To Go HoMe..pLaNNeD to Go SkooL EaRLiEr TodaY BuT HiS MuM WoKe Me Up LaTe aNd i M Too TiReD Of WeRKINg aNd sKooLiNg...sO i DeCiDeD To ResT...GosH i M So LeFT BeHiNd iN sKooL StuFF....aNd aS UsUaL Im StReSS wItH zUL aNd SaMueL...DaMn ArE TheY BoTh....aaAaaAAarRRrRRrrRRGGgGGggGghHHhHhHhhh....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YaH i M wErKiNg PaRt TyMe...a NeW TyPe oF JoB FOR Me....HaIx...WaT To Do....NeeD MoNeY......HmPhZ....

aNyWaY i m TiReD NoW....NeeD To Go aNd ResT aReaDy...bLoG In agiaN sOOn...!!!!

HeY HeY!!

2005-06-26T03:29:00.000-07:00

OkI RiTe NoW iS Ma DaDDy's BdAy....My DaD iS NoW 49 YrS Of aGe...Gee...So oLd YaH..aHaKx...aNyWaY YesTeRDaY EvEnInG HaD a WoNDerFuL DiNNeR wItH Ma FaMiLy...TwO Of My aUnTs aNd TheIR FaMiLy..My DaD's SiS...AnD GraNdPaReNtS CaNNoT MaKe It CoZ My GraNdAd Is SicK ToDaE....GosH i M ViSiTiNg HiM LaTeR WiTh Ma FaMiLy aNywaY...MiSS HiM YaH...I CaNt ImAGInE LosInG My GraNdAd OnE DaY...GoSH i TiNk ItS GoNNa Be cOmPLeTeLy DiFF aFTEr THaN...

aNyWaY We WeNt To SwEnsENs AnD HaD DiNNeR..ItS On DaD..HaHa...aNd ThEn DaRLiNg WaS ThErE Too...HeHe...Oki aNd SiNcE i MeT HiM aT cOzWaY PoInt aLL ThE waY HiS BeeN dIsTuRbInG Me..VeRy IrrITaTiNg....GoSh....i FeeL LIKe sTraNgLiNg HiM....HaHa...LuV Ya DaRLiNg...We aTe FoR qUiTe SOMeTyMe YaH....TiLL aBt 10 LiKe DaT...GosH....

ThEn We WeNt HoMe FaIzAL FoLLoWeD Us HoMe....HaHa...AnD ThEn TesT ThE ReMoTe CaR TaT My MuM BoUgHT FoR IkHLaSh...ThEn WhEN My DaRLiNg TrYiNg To TesT ThE CaR aT ThE VoIdEck...GosH BaRu TesTiNg BrApE MiNiT DaH RosAk SaK...Gee...DaMn It...HaHa...EnJoYiNg DaY....

LaTeR ToDaY oIng To Town AnD BuY My sKooL BaG aNd DaRLiNg Is CoMiNg aLoNg Too...If He GeT To WaKe Up...HaHa...ChaO ppL...GoTTa Go N sLeeP NoW....

BtW TheSe Are PiCs i TooK WiTh DaRLiNg aT My HaLL...HeHe wHiLe WaTcHiNg Tv...LoL
ThE 1sT sHoT

2nD sHoT

3rD sHoT(i LoIkE BeST)

TiReD WeeK FoR Me..

2005-06-23T23:43:00.000-07:00

oKi i NoE i DiD WrOtE In a bLoG aBt My SkooL LiFe BeING SUX...BuT NoW It aInT ReaLLi TaT sUcKy...BuT My sTuDiEs SuX LaH....i M sLaCkINg SiA...WaT ThE HeLL MaN....HaIz....MuST sTaRt To BuCk Up aNd dO aLL Ma PrOjEcTs aReaDy oR eLsE i LL B LoSt AgaIn iN cLaSS....WeLL....i M HaVInG ThIS ThINKiNg WhEtHeR ShUd i BuY IpOd oR NoT...CoZ I HaF thIs CrEaTiVe Mp3 pLaYeR aREaDy...BuT I DuN LiKe It....VeRY MaFan If i WaNNa SeaRcH FoR sOnGs..ThOuGh Of SeLLiNg It To MaRiE...BUT DuNNo YeT...sEE HoW LaH iT GoEs...HaIx...

aNYwAY Its BeeN a LoNg TyMe i HeaRd aBt Dee....I Ve LoNg SeeN HeR...i WoNdEr HoW sHes DoInG NOw....GoSh My BesH FrEn Is IsOLATeD FrEm Me...HaIx...

My SweeThEaRt Is DoInG FiNe...He Is GeTTiNg aLoNg WeLL wIth Ma FaMiLy...aNd i Ve LoNg WeNt To HiS pLaCe To VisIt HIs FaMilY...He AsK Me To VisIt ThEm ThIs WeeKeNd ThEN MaYbe i sHaLL Go THeN...i MiSh HiM sO MucH sIncE LasT WeeK I LasT Me HiM aT ECP wItH Ma FaMiLy On My FaMilY OuTiNG To eCp DuE 2 FaTHeRs DaY...So He TaG aLoNg CoZ My MuM aSk HiM To CoMe aLoNg...HeHe...

aNywAy DaRLiNg i MiSh Ya....HeaRT yA....
Dee DaRLiNg...i MiSS Ya...WheRe r U???

sKooL LiFe SuX....

2005-06-20T22:39:00.000-07:00

OkI NoW i m bLoGGiNg In To SaY OuT My SiNcErE ThOuGhTs aBt My sKooL......WaD Da heCk???????????????

OkI FeRsT i M sO PiSSeD Off WiTh My PrEvIoUs cLaSSmaTeS wHo r NoW In ThE SaMe cLaSS WiTh Me........SoRRi To SaY ThIs BuT i Ve To LeT OuT Ma FeeLiNGS cOz ItS HuRtInG Me InTeRNaLLy.....

GeK,RaTNa,zHoNg HuI----I DuN UndersTaNd y CaNT ThE 3 oF u sPLiT Up..ItS NoT LIKe u 3 aRe GoInG To DiE Or WaT.....WeLL i DuN AsK MucH fOr sPLITiNg Up As In WaT WeLL aT LeaSt 1 Of u CoMe aNd JoIn Me In aNoThEr GrP iT WiLL MaKe Me FeeL sO MuCh BeTTeR...RaThEr ThAn Me ThE oNLi GaL In a aLL-MeNs GrP...esP In MMWD WheRe i HaF To FaCe a REPeaT ModULE gUy aNd aLsO aN Ah BeNg TaT i Ve NvR TaLK To BeFoRe....My GosH....wE aLL SaId TaT We'Re GoNNa HeLp EaCh OtHeR wHeN cOmInG In tO 2nD Yr BuT ThEn IT SeeMs LiKeWisE.....Im DisSApOiNtEd In The 3 Of u....

ZuL---aNoThEr BuGGeR wHo SeeMs To ThRoW aLL Ur aNgEr aT Me Or SaMuEL....u RE BeInG sO sELFiSH NoW ThAN LaST Yr....So So So MuCh MoRe SeLFisH.......i DUNNo y...AnD i DunnO WaDs GoT InTO u....u SeeM To Be MoRe FARKING iRRiTaTiNG ThAN EvEr...

SaMueL---pLz stOp pLaYiNg GaMeS aNd GeT ThInGs DoNe aS ThE wAy iT Is....u NvR WaNNa Do uRe JoB/TaSk cOmpLeTeLy...aLwAyS LeFt It HaLfWaY dOnE....aNd NoW It SeeMs u sKiP cLaSS MoRe ThAn i Do......aiYoH...WaTs WrOnG wItH u....

LiAnG zHoU---i DuN UnDeRsTaNd y aRE u dOiNg ThInGs aLL In a HuRRy aNd u MaKe Me PaNiC in A sEnsE TaT u Re RusHiNg FoR aLL THE daTeLiNeS Too FaSt TaT i caNt BrEaThE.....

i M sO FaRKING sTrEss nOw CoZ i DuNNo wHeRe To sTarT WiTh My SAPD aSSiGnMeNt aNd aLsO WaTs My MMWD gRp LiKe....GoSh.....FeeL LiKe sMaSHiNg My HeaD To ThE WaLL......!!!!!

My aPoLoGy...

2005-06-08T23:44:00.000-07:00

OkI i Noe ItS BeeN a LoNg TyMe SiNCe i LaSt bLoG In...So SoRRi...My aPoLoGiEs....OkI FeRsT Of aLL LASt WeeK WaS My BrO'S WeDDiNg SO I WaS So Bz WiTh HIs WeDDiNg ThInGy...LiKe i ToLd Ma cLaSSMaTeS....ItS aS iF iM The OnE GeTTiNg MaRRiEd...HaHa...WiTh WhU....My DaRLiNg iJaL...aHAKz...No LaH...Now sKooL HaD ReSuMe To aNd My DaYs aReNt FrEE aNyMoRe....So TiRiNg...So MaNy FrEsHiEs....So WeIrD TaT i CaNt ReaLLi DiFFrENtIaTe The FrEsHiEs aNd sEnIoRs...ExCePt ThOsE i Ve SeeN b4 LaH KaN....TiReD aNd BoRiNg!!!!

My BRo Is NoW No MoRe a BaChELOr....MaY i SaY TaT aGaIn....

DeAr BrOtHeR....U'rE NO MORE A BACHELOR...!!!!!!!!

OkI ThaNx FoR The aTTeNtIoN PpL....LoL....anYwAy....It WaS a GreaT SuCCeSS...WeLL aLtHoUgH iTs TiRiNg....I sTiLL ReMeMbEr 1 UnFoRgEtaBLe ScEnE....i NoE i HaD To HeLp My MuM Tu CuT ChIcKeN BreAsT FoR SaTaY....FoR SaTuRDaY's DiNNeR TiLL 3:30 aM...iMaGiN HoW tIrInG iT wAs...dAmN....nVrmInD iTs OvR AnYWAy....aNyWaY My BrO PrOmIsE To TaKe us aLL FoR a HoLiDaY afTeR He CaMe BaCk FrOm HoNeYMooN...YeaY!!!!!!!!!!

WeLL i CaNt UpLoAd PiCs aT ThE MeaN TyMe CoZ...My DiGi caM iS fRoM My BrO FoR HoNeYmOOn...sO LaTer AfTeR He CoMe HoMe i sHalL UpDaTe aLL ThE PicS...aNd bLoG In On The HaPPeNiNg BaCk aT ThE WeDDINg....OkI GuYs....See U aRd SooN....

ToDaY i'M ReaLLi TiReD

2005-05-31T23:52:00.000-07:00

OuH Ok...So i NoE iTs BeeN QuiTe SOMeTyMe i DiDnT GeT To bLoG In...WeLL ThErE WaS aCTuaLLi SOMeThInG WrOnG LaSt weeK TaT i cUdNt bLoG In 4 SuChA pErIoD..OnLi My LoVeD OnEs KnEw aBt It...So NvM i GUeSS aNyWaY....It iS QuItE a RoUgH WeeK LaSt WeeK 4 Me....aLoT Of sOrrOwS i AssUmE...HaIx...

OkI LeTs MoVe On To ThIs WeeK...I WeNt To SkOoL JuSt NoW...OkI...Im TeLLiNg u NoW itS VeRy sucKy Not To HaF My oLd cLaSSmAtEs WItH Me....My GoSh...oNLi Me..GeK..RaTnA...ZhOnG HuI aNd LiAng ZhOu...WTF....I cAnT Do My DaILy aCtIViTy...YaH oF CoZ iRRiTaTe Ma FrENs....ThIs TyMe i OnLi GeT To IrrITaTe LiAnG ZhOu...HaIx..aNd He DuN ResPoNg..Of CoZ LaH WhU dOesNt NoE...He's FeeLiNgLeSS....No EmOtiOnS aNd ReaCtiOnS....GeT To MeeT sAm aNd RoZaNNa 4 a ShOrT MoMeNt OnLi...HaIx...DiStUrB HiM OnLi FoR 10 MiNs CoZ TheY goT LecTuRe...DaMn...I MiSS DiStUrBiNg TaT FaVeReT "AssHoLe-Ly" FrEn Of MiNe....HaHa...SaM LaH i MeaN WhO eLsE...BuT StiLLl DuRiNg PraCtIcaL LeSSOn...TaT FaVeRet "BuGGeR" oF Mine saMueL oF CoZ SuDDeNLy aPPeaR...aNd i GeT To DisTuRb HiM aLL ThE TyMe...He WaS sIcK...So ItS EaSiEr...To MaKe HiM IrrItATeD By me...ThEn aFTEr sKooL ToDaY i WeNt To BBDC Go FoR my LesSOn...BoRiNg As UsUaL...BuT NvM...See aLL ThOSe ViDeO cLiPs Of AccIdEnTs...i FeeL KiNDa TeRRiFiEd WiTh It BuT TaT aLL are ThReaTs....aS LoNg aS We nOe WaT We'rE DoInG aNd ouR CoScIeNcE is cLeaR i GuEss...We r SaFe...MaY ThOsE pPL ReST In PiSS...OooPPsss...PeaCe i MeaN...aHaKx...

OkI GtG...GoTTa Go BeD EaRLy aNd HaF My ReSt WeLL oR eLsE i FeeL LaZy aT sKooL LaTeR..NiTeS ppL...

OuH WeLL waT a DaY

2005-05-15T23:51:00.000-07:00

OkI ToDaY I wEnT OuT WiTh Ma WhOLe FaMiLy BesIdE My DaD..ThOuGh NoT EvErYoNe wAs ThErE BuT sTiLL We WeNt OuT aS a FaMiLy....ItS BeeN a LoNg TyMe sIncE i LaSt WeNt OuT wItH aLL Of ThEm ThOuGh....Yah HaPPy CoZ aT LaSt My FaMiLy HaD ReUnItEd aNd aLL BcOz Of TaT FaRKiNg AuNt In LAW i HaD FrOm InDONeSia....BiTcH..aNywaY i WuDnT wAnnA TaLk aBT HeR In HeRe....WeLL sHe WaS HaPPi WhEn My FaMiLy MeMBeRs aRe NOT In Gd TeRmS wItH aLL Ma ReLaTiVeS BuT Too BaD NoW my FaMiLy MeMbErS aRe In Gd TeRMs aGAin WiTh aLL Ma ReLaTiVeS...aNyWaY We WeNt To GeYLaNg To BuY GrAnDaMa's BeLaTeD MoThEr'S DaY GiFt....

ThEn Off We WeNt To BedOK Of DiNNeR...iT WaS a HaCtIc OnE CoZ It WaS DiFFiCuLt To FiNd SeaTs FoR FaMiLy Of 12...ThAn AFTeR 1/2 Hr Of SeaRcHInG FoR SeaT ThaN We MaNaGe To FiNd SeaT...HaIx....ThEn i KePt CaLLiNg DeaR On WaT hE WaNt To EaT BuT He DIDnt aNs...He WaS DoWnsTaIrs....ThOuGht Of BuYiNg FoR HiM TaKeAwAy FooD CoZ HiS SiCk NoW...PooR HiM...

AnYwaY YesTeRdAy i GeT To SPEnt TyMe WiF My DaRLiNg CoZ In CoLaBrAtIoN To CeLeBrAtE OuR 3Rd MtH...SoMeTyMeS ppL MaY ThiNk i'm JuSt 3 MtHs WiTh HiM aNd i MaKe a BiG FuSS...BuT I dUn CaRe CoZ ppL DuNNo WaT i'Ve BeeN TrU ThIs PaSt 3 MtHs...So If U ppL WuD KiNdLy JUSt MiNd Ur oWn BuSiNeSS....(TO THOSE WHO MIGHT THINK I M OVER EXAGERATING...)aT LaSt GEt To SpeNt OuR TyMe ToGeDeR aGAIn aFtEr a LoNg TyMe...HiS Bz aNd i M Bz sO YesT WaS ThE MoSt aPPrOpRiaTe TyMe To SpEnT OuR TyMe BuT In ThE eNd HiS sIcK...AsThMa...PiTy HiM...LooK aFTEr HiM ThOuGh...*HeaRt Ya LoaDs HoNeY*

Its BeeN LoNG sInCe i LasT ChaT WiTh Dee...On ThE PhOnE i MeaN...ShE GoT sOmE FaMiLy ProBs aNd i GoT sOme FaMiLy MaTTeRs To ThInK aBt aNd Bz WiTh My BrO PRePeRaTiOn FoR ThE MaRRiaGe....i Hope ShE'S NiT OffEnDeD If i DiDnT GeT To CaLL HeR SoMeTyMeS...BuT SoMeTyMes i DiD aNd HeR sIs sAys sHe's aSLeeP Or No ONe AnSwErS...DuNNo La...*aNyWaY i MiSS U My DeaR dEE*....

HaIx...OkI GtG aNd sLeeP NoW...TiReD ThEsE SaT aNd sUn COz NoT eNuF sLeeP...GoTTa WaKe Up EarLy ToMoRRoW...NiTe ppL....

aNyWaY THIs Is IkHLaS Who Is Bz aCtInG aS If He NoE'S wHo He TaLkInG To HiS DuMb ToY Hp....aHaKx....

WaT a DaY YesTeRDaY....

2005-05-12T01:17:00.000-07:00

oKi So ItS JuSt aN Hr PaSt MiDnItE sO ItS cOnsIdEr a ThUrSdAy..WeLL...YesTeRdAy i WeNt To OrChArD To CeLEBraTe MuM's BdAy...OkI ThE pLaN WaS ThIs...GoT Up aT aBt 1..ThEn LaZe aRd..aNd WaIT FoR ThE TyMe To Go AnD TaKe IkHLaSh OvEr aT MaMa's pLaCe..EheKx...WeLL ItS a sUrpRisE....MuM DuNcH NoE TaT iKhLAsH WiLL Be cOmINg OvEr...LoL....

So GoT oVeR To MaMa'S pLaCe aNd PicK IkHLaSh Up aNd GoT BaCk HOMe..OtW BaCk..i Go To wdLs NoRtH pLaZa To GeT sOme RoChEr FoR MuM aNd GeT iKhLasH sOme DrInK...aHaKx...ThEn GoT BaCk aT aBt 4 i ReaCh HoMe...MuM aNd DaD sTiLL NoT BaCk FrOm Jb By TheN...SO IkHLasH pLAYeD HiS CaR(pLaStIc Of cOz)aNd TheN SudDeNLy DaD caLLed In And sAid HiS aT CaRPaRk..sO i AND My sIs WaS So In a HuRRy aNd PuT BaCk aLL IkHLAsH ToYs aT ThE RiTe PosItiOn sO MuM WudNt SusPecT aNYTHiNg WhEN SHe EnTeRs' ThE HoMe...

By ThEn i aNd My SiS aNd IhKlSh AreADy At MuMs RooM LyIng On ThE Bed..Off ThE LiGhTs BuT ThE Tv WaS On...We WerE HiDDINg ikHLaSh In BeTTwEEn The BoTh Of us UnDer ThE PiLLoW....LoL...It WaS sO FuNNy...

THen ThE TyMe CaMe..WhEn MuM EnTeR ThE HoUsE..DiaN Wa AsKiNg IKhLAsH To ShuDDuP...aHaKx cOz He WaS LaUghIng...ThEn JuST As MuM OpEn HeR BeDrM DooR...sHe aSk Us Y ArE we In ThE DaRk HiDiNg..aNd ThEn IKHLaSh sHoUt..."BusHuK"(sMeLLy)....LoL...MuM WaS SuRpRisEd To sEE Him WiF uS...sHe IrrItaTe Me By AsKiNg Me HoW He GoT HeRe...LOL...i Kept saYiNg He TooK a CaB HiMSeLF...LOL.....

So HaPPi To See My MuM FaCe FiLLed WiTh HaPPiNeSS To See iKHLaSh...LOL...So ThEN weNt To ToWn...EaT aT FaR East...WaLK HeRe aNd ThEre aNd SeNd iKhLasH HoMe...aT aBt 9:30...ThEn REaCh HoMe...WaTcH aMaZiNg RaCe...LOL...K TaTs aLL...BtW...

i MiSh My DaRLiNg....MuaCkz....aNd aLsO Dee....ItS BeeN LoNg sInCe i LasT mEt HeR...MeeTiNg Her sOOn aT Her pLaCe to SeND InViTaTioN cArD...eHeKz....

ThIs Is Us B4 MuM GoT HoMe....

My MuM'S BdAy

2005-05-11T01:30:00.000-07:00

HmPhZ WeLL ToDaY Is My MuM'S 40Th BdAy...WeLL We'Re GoInG To CeLeBrATe LaTer aFTeRnOOndUnnO Go WheRe LaH...HaIx...BoUgHt MuM cHoCoLaTe CaKe aNd a BaqUeT of fLoWers ShaRed BeTWeeN Me Ma SiS aNd DaD....BuT i sTiLL HaVenT PaY...MaKLOm LaH HoLIdAy NiH No IncOmE....LaTer ThaN i PaY LaH mY PaRt...WeLL LaTeR acTuaLLi pLaN To Me Ma Boo..cOz DaH 2 WeeKs...TaK JuMpE....ThEn LaTer He HaLF dAy....ThEn FuTHeR MoRe YesT wAs OuR 3rd MtH sO i ToUgHt Of MeeTiNg ThaN DaD AmBiK HaLf DaY oFF pLaK...sO GoTTa sTaY HOMe....AsK HiM To CoMe OvEr kesIaN pLaK Dia NgaN BaRaNg2 DiA dAri CaMp....isH....ThEn SaT pLaN WiTh My FaMiLy WaS chAnGe To suN sO I WaS sO HaPPi TaT i CuD Me Boo aNd sPeNt TyMe wItH HiM BuT He aREaDi MaDe pLaNs To Go OuT wItH His FreNs....HaIx...sO sAd....KaLaU My MuM TaK KePo2 TuKaR pLaN TaT DaY sAyInG TaT sAT We GoInG oUt...i WuD Be GoIng OuT WiTh DeaR sEy...ThEn MuM CkP sAt NaK KLuA sO dEaR aLsO HaD pLaNs aReaDi NgaN KaWaN2 DiA NaK kLuA As oNe oF ThEm NaK MAsOK Ns sOon...ThEn Now my MuM cHaNgE To sUn So I waNNa meeT dEaR KesIAN pLaK DiA DaH pLaN sAma KaWaN2 DiA...HaIx...HaF To MeeT aNoThEr WeeK LaTeR...3 MiNggU sEy...HaIx....So DiSSaPoInTeD....TaH Lah..WeLL GoTTa Go...TaG In aGAIn sOOn.....

oKi LeTs UpDaTe YaH

2005-05-09T01:39:00.000-07:00

BtW i WuD LiKe To WisH aLL MoThErS a HaPPy MoThEr'S DaY aLtHOuGh iM KiNdA LaTe SaYiNg iT..eHeKz...oKi YesTeRdAy i DiDnT Go aNyWhErE...aCTuaLLy My DaRLiNg CaLLeD Me aT 9aM AsKiNg Me To GeT ReaDy aNd Go HiS HouSe....i WaS sOuNd asLeeP DesPiTe Of ThE NiCe...CooLiNg... wHeaThEr.....He WaS caLLiNg Me He aNd HiS FreN wAs aT bOaT QuaY aT 9aM???K HoW rIdIcULoUs cAn My Bf Be i aLsO DuNNo...NvM DesPiTe Of HiS cRaZiNeSS i StiLL LoVe HiM...BuT As i WaS JUsT aBt To Go To HiS pLaCe sInCe aLmOsT aLL sUndAY i SPeNt My TyMe wITh HiM OvEr aT His pLaCe wIth His FaMiLy aNd NepHeWs pLaYiNg pLaYsTaTiOn...aNd I DiDnT GeT To MeeT HiM ThE wHoLe wEEk ThIs WeeK.....CoZ We JuSt DidNt GeT To MeeT ....pLaNNiNg To MeeT ThIs SaT To SpEnT TyMe ToGeThEr...ItS GoInG To Be OuR 3Rd MtH ToGETHEr....So ThInKiNg Of GoInG OuT wItH HiM FoR a MoViEs..He SaId He WaNNa AsK Me OuT ThEN RiTe...My MuM AsK Me NoT To HaF aNy pLaNs ThIs SaT CoZ We R GoING To Go OuT aNd CeLeBraTe My MuM's BDaY aNd MoThErS DaY WiTh ThE ResT Of TheM....YeaY sO HaPPi...*DaRLiNg i MiSS u*...LoL..So ThIs SUNdaY ResT aT HoMe....SOMeThiNg BaD HaPPeN aT HoMe BuT I DuN WiSh To SaY iT....FoRGEt iT....

WeLL ThEn In ThE eVeNiNg WeNt DowN To MeeT HeLmI aNd aLsO aMraN pLaY CaRdS aS UsUaL...aNd u NoE WaT..aMraN WaS cAUGHt aT cUsToM....HaHa..aLL HiS TicK HaS BeeN BrOkEn InTo PIECES......LOL....SeRvE u RiTe aMraN..SO PPL WHO ARENT 18 YET PLZ....STAY AWAY FROM THIS STUFF...THANX...LOL....B4 U DISSAPOINT URSELF....aHakx...ThEN GoT To WaTcH aPPrEnTiCe..Yea.....Or eLsE i WiLL aLwAyS Be OtW HoMe FrOm DeaR HoUsE...

oK YesTeRdAy i WaS aT MaMa's HoUsE....HaHa...at LaSt i GOT TO MEET IKHLAS........AT LAST HE CAN TALK AREADY...ALTOUGH A BIT PELAT.....He CaN SiNg ba Ba bLaCk ShEEp aReaDy...WeEhHEeeEEee....NoW We CaN MeeT Up EvErY WeeK aReaDy...YeaYea....

ThIs Is Me and HiM yesTeRdAy...LOL....My GoD i LooK UgLy....My MuM LaH AsK Me To HuRRy No Need To PuT On aNy MaKe UpS...WTF????

BaSiCaLLy YesTeRDaY OnLi Go MaMa HoUsE...NvR Go aNywHeRe eLSe....BuT MoRnIng RiTe ItS kInDa FuNNy....MaMaT WaS dRuNk FrOm DrInKiNg AbsOlUtE VoDkA...HaHa...ThEn He VoMiT aLL OvEr...aCCoRdInG To WaT aMraN saId LaH...ThEn He cAmE To My HoUsE wInDOw To aSk FoR waTer aNd TowEL sO i GaVe HiM LoR...HaHa..ThEN cOmE BaCk aGaIn To HeLp Me sEaL MaMaT's VoDkA...HaLf MoRe To Go...ThAn He CoMe BaCk aGaIn To AsK FoR CiGaRrETe....ThEn He CoMe BaCk aGaIN To SeNd Me My Egg SaNdwIcH...LoL...FaRnIe LaH Kau AmRaN...DaH McM BaDuT...LOL....

WeLL TaTs aLL fOLKs..iLL TaG IN aGAIn sOOn YaH....

Oh YES!!!!!!

2005-05-05T16:39:00.000-07:00

Oh YeaH Oh YeaH....I m sO HaPPy ToDaY.....JUSt NoW MoNiNg WhEn MuMMy And DaDDy WeNt To WeRk I caNt O BaCK to sLeep...cOz i WaS so AnxIoUs WiTh My ResULtS TaT WiLL BE ReLeAsEd OnLi aT 8:30 HoW IdIoTiC...ThEn i LoG In aNd sAw LiaNG ZhOu....My GoD He Is DaMn iRRiTaTiNg....I HaTe HiM...HuAhUa...WeLL GeK GoT 3 DisT So Gd Of HeR...BuT I caNt DeNy ThE FaCt LaH ThEy R GooD In StUdiEs...ThE BooKwOrM In cLaSS....HaIx...BuT sTiLL i PaSS aLL my PaPeRs IncLuDiNg CRS MoSt HaTreD sUbJecT...HaIx...aNd DBMS...WhOaH i aLsO PaSS...i ToT No HoPe SIa FoR DBMS....WcD iTs My FaULt CoZ...i WaS aReaDy In THe HoLIDaY MooD....pLz LaH....DuN GiF ThE lasT PaPeR aT a LAsT MiNiT aH...HeAdAcHe sIa....LOL...So iM So bLeSSeD To PaSS aLL...Wee.....DaRLiNg Is aLsO HaPPy FoR Me...HeHE.....bLoG In aGaIn sOOn......BtW MuM'S BdAy CoMiNg SooN aNd i DunNo WaT To GiF HeR FoR MOTHeRs DaY aNd aLSO HeR BdAy..cLaSh Ah....aLL sAMe DaY...LOL....11Th MaY Is HeR BdAy...10Th MaY Is My 3 MtHs WiTh DaRLiNg......HaIx...*bLuR*...aND NoW i M HaViNg StoMaCH aChE...DiaOrHeA....(If I GoT ThE RiGhT SpeLLiNg)....LoL.....MuM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I FeeL LiKe FaIntInG....

YaH i M SiCk

2005-05-04T20:12:00.000-07:00

HoLLa PeePz....i NoE ItS BeeN sOMeTyMe sIncE i LaSt bLoG In...YaH due To My UnHeaLtHy CoNdItIoN RiTe NoW...TaTs y i DiDnt bLoG In....Ok Im HaViNg ThIs sIcKnEss ThaT iS iM CoNstIpAtEd....DaMn i HaTE To SaY TaT BuT ItS TrUe....HaIx....i HaVeNt BeeN PaSSiNg MoTiOn FOr QuItE a FeW DaYs In WhIcH TaT Is aBNoRmAL LaH...HaIx..WeNt To ThE dOc aNd He GaVe Me HeLL Of MedIcInEs FoR Me To TaKe It...YuCkY sIa....AnD i m HaViNg PiMPLe Now cOz i DiDnT sLeeP WeLL...ShIt MaN..ItS sO BiG aNd ObViOuS....GoSH i HaTe It....OkI I GtG To ThE LAdIeS...BlOg In aGAIn sOOn...LoL...

WhOaH..LoNg TyMe eRk

2005-04-25T13:22:00.000-07:00

oKi SoRi PeEpOz....I aCtUaLLi CaMe BaCk FrOm ThE ChLeT LoNg TyMe aReaDi...BuT Too LaZy Too bLoG In AnD GoT a FeW sTucK Up PrObS BaCk aT HoMe..So YaH NoW i m bLoGGiNg...

ThE ChALeT WaS On HeLL Of a FuN TyMe...ThAnX To ThOsE ppL WhO CaMe dOwN..I MeAn ThIS cLaSS ChALeT..aLL caMe DoWN WaT???HmPhZ...NvM...WeLL ThE 1sT DaY WaS a NiCe OnE....HaIx If We WeRe To CoMe eaRLiEr ThaN 3 I wUd HaF sLaUgHtErEd SaMaUeL..cOz We WeRe ThE 1sT To ReaCh ThErE aNd ThE ResT cAMe LaTeR..esP SaM aNd SeReNe ThEy CaMe By AlMoST MiDnItE....HaHa...ThE BBq WaS NiCe OnE...aLL ThE FooD wAs GooD....EsP ThE Bee HooN My mUm HeLp AsK cOOk...aNd aLsO ThE SaMBaL sOtOnG WaS NiCe...HaHa...In WhicH My MuM aLsO HeLp To Do...HaHa...DuNNo HoW We'Re GoInG To SuRvIvE WiThOuT HeR...LoLz....ThEn BBq...ZuL aNd sAmUeL HeLp To StaRt ThE FiRe..On HeLL Of a BiG OnE...SoMe Of ThE fOOd WeRe OvEr cOOkEd...BuT 1 ThInG i FoRgOt tO BRInG My CaMeRa....Or eLsE i WuD HaF TaKeN aLL ThE PiCs..WaT a WaStE....ThEn SaMueL ReNt WiNNiNg eLeVeN....XbOx GaMe...HaHa...aT FeRsT oNLy GuYS pLaY....No GeRlS pLaY...BuT ThE NeXt DaY.....HaHa i GeK aNd WaN YaN pLaY...Eh DuN pLaY2 Ok...ThOuGh We ArE NoT Gd..i GeT To DeFEaT SaM aNd ZUL FrEn Oki..i DeFeaT 2 GuYs In sOccEr...CaN u BeLieVe TaT..i M sO PrOuD Of It....HaHa...My GoD My PiC iS sO uGLy..PlZ..UndErsTaNd..ItS a OuTTa BeD TyMe sO i M UgLy..Or eLsE i m CuTe...HaHa..sEEiNg SaMueL pLaYiNg SocCeR...LoL....

ThEn 1sT DaY HoNeY CoMe wiTh 2 Of HiS Fren aFtEr MiDnItE aCtuaLLy GoT PrOb..sOmeOnE waNNa MeeT Me..ThIs SoMeOnE HaS BeeN PaSTeRiNg Me aLL ThE TyMe....sO He CaMe dOwN To MaKe sUrE i m aLrItE....HoW sWeeT...*in LuRvE*.....LoL...OkI ThEn DuN wIsH To MeNtIoN waT aCtUaLLi HaPPeN LaH....GoT FaMiLy PrObS....

i aCtUaLLi WaNtEd To Go HoMe On ThE 2Nd DaY aT aBt 6Am WiTh HuNNy...BuT ThInGs DiDnT TuRn Up WeLL..sOmeThInG eLsE HaPPeN TaT i DuN WiSh To HaPPeN..BuT i GoT OvEr It aReaDy LaH...LoLThEn StaY ThErE In ThE EvEnIng...pLaY DeF JaM AnD wINNiNg eLeVeN aGaIn...HaHa....ThEn GoT HoMe....OkI.....

oKi YesTeRdaY i WeNt To HoNeY's pLace To See HiM..aNd pLaY GaMe..HiYaKdEsH..i NoE HoW to pLaY FiFa sTrEEt SoCCeR aReaDy....i MaNaGe To DeFeaT YuT...HiS NePhEw...WhO is a Gd pLaYEr....HaHa...YesH...PrOuD Of It aGAIn NOW...HaHa sTaY aT HiS pLaCe TiLL NiTe aT aBt 10 ThEn sEnD HiM To CaMp ViA cAb...BuT He PaY LaH...ThEN Go Hm By CaB He PaY aLL...cOz i M Too TiReD....LoVe u DaRLiNg...NoW He Is In CaMp....i MiSS HiM.....*sOb SoB*...

oK Now GeTTiNg ReaDy To Go To Dee HoMe...MiSS HeR....JuSt BoReD aT HoMe..sO DecIdEd To Go ThErE LaH KaN...aHaKz...OkI ChEErIoZ..i'LL bLoG In aGaIn..

BtW HeRe aRe SoMe PiXiEs.....

RaTNa AnD ZhOnG HuI...Bz TaKiNg PiCs...

ThIs Is zUL Bz MuNcHiNg ThE PrIngLeS On ThE 1sT DaY ThErE...

THeN HuI SHI dRyINg HeR HaIr aFtEr BBq OvEr...We sMeLL FooD...

TheN Me n SaM WaTcHiNg SaMueL pLaY GaMe..GoD..sO UGLy Sia Me...

ThEn LaStLy 2Nd DaY B4 ThEy GoT HoMe ThEy TooK PiCs....

CaNt wAiT....

2005-04-19T01:03:00.000-07:00

OkI Its LiKe a FeW HrS MoRe ThaN i M Off To ThE MaRKeT To BuY aLL ThOsE wEt FooDs aNd StUff...HaIx..K NoW LeT Me bLoG In WaT i DiD ToDaY..HmPhZ BaSicaLLy i DiD NoThInG ToDaY...LaZe aRd aNd NOThING eLsE To Do WaT...THen gO dOWN a WhILe MeeT aMraN aNd MaMAT...pLaY bLuFF..ThE NvR eNdInG GaMe..HaIx....No CoMMenTs...Dee..MaJoK sAmA aKu ErK????

aLL u ppL OuT ThErE pLz LisTeN Up....My BesT FrEn Of MiNe..HaS HeLP mE aLOT tRu UpS aNd DowNs....ShE HaS BeeN TaKiNg CaRE Of Me WhEn i M sIcK....sHe cOOks FoR Me...sHe LooK aFtEr Me...sHe pLaYs MoNopOLy WiTh Me..BuT ItS a sAd ThINg sHe aLwAys BaNkRuPt FeRsT..cOz Haf To Pay FoR My HoTeLs HaHa....K TaItEE...No WiNNeR aNd LoSeR BuT sTiLL GoT ThIs OnE TyMe sHe LosT To MeEt 10 RoUnDs sTraIgHT..HaHA....AKU INAGT LAGI SAK!!!!!

ShE HaS BeeN ThErE FoR Me....EsP WhEn i M dOWn EvEn WhEn I FeeL LiKe CoMMiTTiNg sUicIdE....sLePt OvEr HeR HoUse..HeR FaMiLy Is WoNdErfUL...WeNt OvErNiTe wItH HeR FaMiLy aT WesT cOaSt Was aLsO WoNdErfUL....HaVINg HeR wIth Me iS a BLeSSiNg...SeRiOusLy....I dUNNo HoW To SaY It TaT i ReaLLi TrEasUrE u...DuNcH Ya wErI Ya aLwAyS My NuM 2 In My Love LiFe...BesIdEs HiM....HaHa....LoVe Ya DaRLiNg....MuAcKz....

FeeLiNg So sLeePy

2005-04-18T14:54:00.000-07:00

HaIx...U sEE THE wHeAtHeR sO RaIny..My GoD..i FeeL LiKe sLeePiNg ThE wHOLe DaY sIa..HaIx.....WeLL BtW i GoT sOmeThInG tO sHaRe wIth u GuYs...Its a hOrOsCoPe ThiNgY.....

Your Rising Sign is Sagittarius

Happy and upbeat, you are always optimistic.
Even when you're in a bad mood, people find you friendly.

On the flip side, you're very restless and bored easily.
You've been known to pick fights just for the fun of it.

You've got a great sense of humor and a quirky outlook on life.
Aggressive, wild, and unconventional, no one knows what you're going to do next.

Happy and upbeat, you are always optimistic. : i aM iNDeeD a HaPPy PeRsOn aS aLWAyS UpBeaT sOmEtYMEs...OpTiMiStIc..sO TrUe LaH..DoNt i TaKe uR PoInT Of ViEwS..

Even when you're in a bad mood, people find you friendly. : i ThInK sO...My SkOOLmAtEs NoEs Me..HaIx...

On the flip side, you're very restless and bored easily. : YaH SO TrUe

You've been known to pick fights just for the fun of it. : K i aDmIt It ItS TrUe..aHaKz

You've got a great sense of humor and a quirky outlook on life. :SeNsE Of HuMoUr i GuEss sO...An Odd BeHaViOuR On LiFe??In waT WaY...i DuN NoTiCe..MaYbe U GuYs Do...

Aggressive, wild, and unconventional, no one knows what you're going to do next. :HaHa i NOe My SkOOLMaTe SaMueL Is GoInG To SaY THIs SO TrUe..YaH i aM aGGrEssIvE WiLd...UsEd To aH....UnCONvEnTiONaL..YaH CoZ WhEn i Do ThInGs It MaY NOt FoLLoW My HaBiT..So ThEy NvR NoE..HaHa.....

HaHa...BtW ThIs OnE BeLoW iS My HuNNy'S OnE....WeIRd aLtHoUgH...

Your Rising Sign is Gemini

You often feel torn between two dominant personalities.
Sometimes you're adaptable and friendly; other times indecisive and unsure.

No matter what, you're the life of the party or conversation.
Witty and talkative, you entertain with your stories and gossip.

It's a bit difficult for you to finish what you start - jobs, friendships, relationships...
There's so much you want to try. You often bite off more than you can chew.

ErM i DuNNo...SoMe oF It aRe trUe..sOmE oF It Are LeFt FoR Me To FiNd OuT MoRe..No CommEnTs...HmPhZ...LoL...ThOuGh i m NoT a GeMiNi...StILL LoVe u HuNNy..MuAcKz...

oK NoW i FeeL sO eXcItEd JusT FeeLiNg sO HyPeR aCtIvE aNd i caNt WaIt To Go To ChaLeT ToMoRRow..MaYbe TaTs y i FeeL sO HyPeR aCtIvE LaH i GuEss....HaHa..HuNNy NoT cOmInG cOz He SaId He WaNNa LeAvE Me aNd My FrEnS aLoNe...WaNtS Me To EnJoYMySeLf..eHeKz...ThaNx LoVe Ya..aLtHoUgH i WaN U To Be ThErE BuT NvM LaH ItS Oki sInCe u DuNcH waNt It...HmPhZ....CaNt WaIt...........

EvErYtHiNg Is aLriTe NoW

2005-04-17T23:51:00.000-07:00

HmPhZ...oKi ItS BeeN sOMeTyMe SInCe i LasT bLoG...OkI LeT Me sTaRt Of WiTh My PaPeRs...OkI aLmOsT aLL sUx...EsP My DBMS aNd WcD...GoSh i dUnnO wAt To SaY...i JusT hOpE i PaSS aLL My MoDuLeS ThIs sEM aNd i dUn WisH To RePeaT aNy MoDuLes...SeRiOus SiA...i M sO ScArED FoR My ResULtS...HaIx..k LeTs NoT TaL aBt PaPeRs aNyMoRe....

JuSt NoW Go To HuNNy'S pLaCe aGain..aVtUaLLi My InTeNtIoN WaS JuST To TaLk To HiM FoR aWhILe...ThEN My PaReNtS cOmE aNd PicK Me Up BaCk SINCe He Was aRd My AReA...TheN StAy QuItE LaTe...WaTcH ThIS HiNdUStAN aT VaSaNtaM ceNtRaL...ThEn TaLK To HiS MUm WhIlE sHe Is CooKiNg NaSi BeRIYaNi...i WaNtED To HeLp BuT sHe DiDNt LeT Me To HeLp...I HeLp To FoLd cLoThEs...HaHa...WhIlE wATcHiNg PACiFiEr On VCD...HaHa...THeN EaT...THeN sEE ThEm pLaY GaMe...HaIx..TaTs HoW i WaStE My TyMe At HuNNy'S pLaCe...aNyWaY HiS GoIng BACk CaMp sOOn....GoNNa MiSS HiM sO MucH Sia...HaIx...NvM...

My BrO iS GeTTiNg MaRRiEd sOOn....HaHa...I FeeL sO HaPPy...DuNNo Y LaH...i FeeL As If i M ThE OnE GeTTiNg MaRRiEd...HmPhZ....KeNaPe aGaKnYe ErK...TaH i TiNk EvErY GaL WaNts To GeT CoNNeCtEd....HaIx...WeLL ThE PrEpaRaTIonS WaS QuITE OKi....To Me LaH BuT soMe TyMe i GeT iRRiTaTeD By My MuM...WiTh aLL THE sUddEn cHaNgE oF pLaNz...HaIx...No CommENtS....

WeNt To HuNNy'S pLaCe FoR 3 DaYs AGo..sTraIgHt ExCePt FoR sAtUrDaY...

On ThUrSdAy....
WeNt To GrAnDpaReNts pLaCe aT BooN KeNg To ViSIt ThEm...MiSs TheM sO mUcH...HeLp ThEM TiDy Up SOMe ThiNgS....ThEN Go To HuNNy's pLaCe cOz He Is sIcK...i WaS sO freaKiNg WeRRiEd cOz i m ScaReD aNyThiNg MiGhT HaPPeN To HiM YaH...TaT MeAns i CaRe For HiM aLtHoUgH We HaD QUITe a RoUgH TyMe ThE dAys BeFoRe...ThOuGh I WaS sTiLL MaD aT HiM TaT TyMe BuT i sTiLL cArE FoR HiM...ThAnK GoD He Is NoT TaT SErIoUSLy sIcK..HaD FeVEr aNd His CoUgH WaS ReaL Bad FoLLoWeD By HiS AStHmA....PiTy HiM...YaH He WaS LiKe OnE BiG BaBy...HaHa...ToT Of GoInG Home EaRLy...BuT I GoT HoMe LaTe aNd DiDnT EveN GeT To sTuDy MuCh FoR mY WcD...HaIx...TaTs y ThE PaPeR wAs QuItE ToUgH FoR Me..Oh PLZ...LeTs NOt TaLK aBt It aNyMoRe...*SoB sOb*

On FrIdAy...
PaPeR wAs ToUgH JuS LiKe i SaId...AnD i M ThE 1sT IN My cLaSS To Go OuT Of ThE rOOm..CaNt sTaNd It aReaDy..i WaS LiKe On a HoLiDaY MooD CoZ aLL Ma FreNs FrOm OtHeR cOz ArEaDy DoNe aNd OvEr WiTh ThEiR PaPeRs....HaIx...I FeeL LiKe FaLLiNg SiCk SaK NoW BcOz iM ScArEd Of My CoMiNg ResULtS....ShIt MaN!!!Oki aFtEr PaPeR wEnT oVeR To HuNNy'S pLaCe AGAIN...aHaKx...i JuS dUNNo WaT To Do aT HoMe iF i Were To Go HoME EaRLy CoZ i M dONE wItH aLL mY PaPeRs...aT FiRsT i GeT To sLeeP FOR a LiTTLe wHiLE CoZ i WaS Too TiRed ThaN HiS MUM GoT BAcK sO caNt sLeeP cOz NoT NiCe LaH aT PpL'S HoUsE wAt...ThEn sLaCk UnTiL HiS SiS CaMe OvEr WiTh HiS NePhEw 'iM' aNd NieCe 'NoR'..ThEy'Re cUtE...LoL...EsP HiS NePhEw im...HaHa...ThEn GoT BaCk EaRLy ThIs TyMe Coz He NeeD To TaLk WiTh HiS SiS..aNyWaY i M TiReD...HaIx...ToT Of WeRkInG But Too TiReD ThE NeXt DaY...

oN SaT....
WeNt OUt WITh My MUM Go BuY MaTeRiaLs FoR HaRi RaYa...BouGHt ThAI SILk aNd OnE sOnGKeT...ToT Of HeLpInG HunnY BUy HiS cHiNa sILk FOR HaRI RaYa BuT ThAt AnGmOh BoUgHt It FeRsT sIa...WaStEd..i HaTe TheM...WaS So TiReD...ThEn GoT Hm aFtEr TaT...Go DoWNsTaIRS pLaY caRd WiTh HyDaR,MaMaT,aMrAn(caMe LaTeR) aNd My SIS..HmPhz ThEN BrInG dOwN My ChEsS aNd FaRkInG aMraN Is OnE HeLL Of a Gd pLaYeR sIa..FaRk SiA...NvM...i LoSt HiM TwIcE...IdIoT sAk...ThEn WeNt HoMe aNd TaLK To HoNeY FOR aWhIlE aNd GoT ThIS FaRkInG WoMeN WHO Is TrYiNg To BrEaK My ReLaTiONsHIp aNd HuNNy'S aPaRt aGAIn....i HaTe HeR SiA...HeR NaMe Is YaTIE....WaDDa F??????i JuSt DuNNo WaTs Up WiTh HeR sIa...SeRioUs...I ReaLLi HoPe TaT He MeaNt WaT He SaId To Me ThIs TyMe CoZ ThIs i JuSt DUNNO WhEtHeR I caN cOpE It AnYMoRe If ThE sAme THiNg HaPPeNs aGaIn..HoPe NoT LaH...DeAr i JuST HoPe u ReaLLi KePt ur PrOmIsE ThIs TyMe pLz...DuN eVER RePeAt It aGAiN...NEVER....BETTER NOT....IF U LOVE THIS RELATIONSHIP...PLZ TREASURE IT....SAME GOES TO U GUYS OUT THERE TOO.....TREASURE UR LOVED ONES....COZ IF THEY'RE ONCE GONE THEY WILL NVR COME BACK TO U AGAIN....

SoMeTyMeS i WoNdEr...

2005-04-14T04:12:00.000-07:00

WeLL NoW i M HeRe bLoGGiNg...i CudNt GeT BaCk To sLeeP aFtEr GoInG To ThE ToILeT...YaH zUlU WaS RITe??y aM i aLwAyS sAd...i WondEr y??i DuNNo...I dUnnO wAts wRoNg wItH Me..i GuEss ZuLu JuSt DUNNo Y aM i ReaCtInG ThIs WaY....MoRe BaD ThiNgS HaPPeN To Me NoW ThEn PrEvIoUsLy...

I ReaD aLL My EnTRiEs..aNd i WaS sO sUrPrIsEd TaT My LaSt 7 EnTRiEs wEre aLL SO SaD eNtRIeS..NoT a SiNgLe eNtRy TaT i TyPeD TaT WeRe aBt HaPPy EnTrY...

NoW MoRe BaD NeWs To CoMe...My ReLaTiOnsHiP wItH HuNNy Is On ThE rOcK CoZ Of sOMe ReaSONs aNd i WisH NoT To TyPe In HeRe....HoW i WisH ThErE IsNt aNy ThIs KiNdA PrObs HaPPeNiNg In My LiFe CoZ Its aFFeCtInG Me aNd my sTuDiEs BiT By BIT....i LoVe HiM aNd i ReaLLy dO...i JuST DuNNo Y ThIs ThInG GoTTa HaPPeN To Me LaH i JuST DuNNo Y....

SoMeoNe pLz GeT sOme SeNsE InTo HiM TaT i LoVe HiM aNd y DoEs He HaF To Do ThIs To Me...I JuST dUn GeT iT...HaIx...

a VeRy NiCe GiFt FrOm HiM

2005-04-10T18:17:00.000-07:00

YaH HoLLa ppL...ItS BeeN LoNg SINcE i LaSt WrOtE In...Oki aLL bLaMe In aT The ExAmS TaT i m SuFFeRiNg NoW...Gee...SuX...My FOM PaPER sUx...So Is My DBMS...It SuX MoRe...OkI Gee...DuN TaLK aBt It aReadY....K ToMoRrOw i M HaViNg My aCCoUnTs PaPeR aT 6 Pm HoW RiDiCuLoUs..BuT oKi LaH aT LeaSt i CaN sTudY MoRe...In My PrEvIoUS TeSt i DoNt DO WeLL...i CaMe LaTe aNd cUdNT FiNiSh ThE PaPeR Up...SiCkEnInG...Ok LaMe...LeFt WcD ThIs cOmINg FrI aNd i aM OvEr aNd DoNe wItH My 1sT Yr aNd i HoPe i DuN HaVe To ReTaKe aNy MoDuLe...pLz......HaIx....

ToDaY iS My 2 MtHs WiTh HoNeY and He Is eLsEwHeRe EnJoYiNg HiMsELF aT ThE sTrOkE of MiDnIte...i SeNd HiM a MsG WisHiNg HiM HaPPi 2 MtHs aNd He DiDnt RePLy..and InsTeaD u NoE WhO RepLy????ItS My BeSh FrEn Dee...ShE wIsHeD Me HaPPy 2 MtHs...HoW HaPPy i Am wHeN sHe MsGeD Me taT....aLtHoUgh i WaS HoPiNg It WaS HiM BuT It WaSnT i m STiLL aBiT HaPPy...DiSSaPoInTeD....He DiDnT eVeN ToLd Me He WeNt To PaRaDiGm...I dUn AsK HiM To TeLL Me EveRy sInGLe ThInG He DoeS BuT aT LeAsT TeLL Me He Go cLuB i Nvr OnCe SaId He CUdnt Go eXcEpT FoR 1 TyMe WiTh a VaLiD ReaSON...He TrEaT Me As iF i M NoThInG....I FeeL sO sUcKy SaK....ReALLy sUcKy....wHiLe i m sTiLL WiTh KaKaK SeDaRa KaK iNa..i TiNk aT cOffEEsHop EaTiNg...YaH...CoInCiDeNtaLLy SaW RaImY aNd HiS CoLLeAGUe wHo JuST CaMe HoMe FrOm WeRk...PiTy HiM He LooKEd sO TiReD aNd ExHaUsTeD....DaH Tu ATM CaRd Dia pLaK RoSaK...ThEn i PiTy aDi WhO GoT SoMe PrObS wItH sU...HoW i WisH i CaN HeLp HiM aNd i ReaLLi wIsH i CaN heLp HiM..SaBaR Je LaH AdI...NaNtI aKu ToLoNg BeBuaL NgAn sU...InsYa aLLaH DiA BeRuBaH PeMiKiRaN dIa k.....

GoT HoMe aT aBt 1+.....We TooK cAb AnD i WeNt OvEr HeR pLace...aHaKz..It WaS NiCe...I WaS FrEaKiNg cOLd....YeaH....HaD 2 WeAr 2 bLaNkEtS...THAnX FoR Ur bLaNkEt aNd SaCrIfIcInG To GiMMe...aHaKz...ShE IsNt CoLd aT aLL WhILe i M sHiVeRiNg...YaH....CaLLeD My Bf FrOm HeR pLace He DiDNt PiCk Up...HaIx...iM sO DiSSaPoInTeD...GuEss He WaS EnJoYiNg HiMsELf....aNd FoRgOt EvErYtHiNg aBt Me...YaH...i GuEss aM JuSt a BuRdEn...DUH!!!!!!!!!FoRGeT It...ThaN We HaD GeRLs TaLk..YaH TaLkInG aBt OUUr UnReLiaBLE aUnT...WaK MuNa...Gee...sUx....FeLt HaPPi FoR HeR TaT sHe AnD HeR Bf aRe Ok NoW....WhEN MiNe Is sTiLL....................................................................................I DUNCH NOE!!!!!!

GeT Up aT aBt 10 LiKe DaT sTiLL StReaChInG arD and GoT BaThE aNd LaZe aRd aGaIn aNd ThEn We WeNt To EaT aT LoNg JohN's sILVeR...YeaH We BoUgHt As If We CaN fInsH aLL ThE FooD...aHaKz...ThEN GoT HoMe aNd sLeeP aGaiN TiLL NoW..aNd JUsT a MoMeNt aGaIn....I GoT sHoUtEd By ThE OnE i LoVe.....y MuSt I aLwAyS GeT sHoUtEd aT HiM...TaK LeH Ke SaTu HaRi DiA TaK PeKiK PaT aKu.....SeDiH sAk HiDup aKu McM NiH...KIaTe NaK CaLL BaLiK PoN TAK CaLL.....DuNNo waT To SaY aH.....

To My DeARESt MaRiE.......
i NoE ur Mad aT Me aBt ThE GoInG OuT ThINgY...So SOrI......aKu TeRtIdO aLiK LaH LePAS BuaT KeJe RuMaH...Im ReaLLi sOrrY...pLz........i LL MaKe It Up To u.....i WILL....I PROMISE.........LoVe u.....

HoW i WiSh i WaS NvR BoRn

2005-03-31T10:48:00.000-08:00

TeArS DrOpPiNg aS EvErY WeRd i TyPeD..NoW I m TyPiNg ThIs EnTrY CoZ i GoT No OnE To TaLk To....i M JusT a LoNeLy PerSoN....
ItS a CoMpLeTe VeRsIoN ThAt aNy GaL WiLL NvR WaNNa FeeL In ThEiR OwN LiFe...

1sT:
My FaMiLy HaS BeeN iN a PrETTy BaD sHaPe ThIs MoNtH...MuM aNd DaD aRe aLwaYs aRgUiNg.....My SiS iS NoT cOmING HoMe eVeRyNiTe TiLL ThE NeXt DaY...REaSoN sHe SaID WaS TaT sHe Is WoRkInG...BuT i DuN TiNk So...ShE MusT BE aT HeNdRix AccOmPaNyInG FiR 4 WaT sHiT aLsO i DuNNo Y....aNd i M tHe OnE GeTTiNg aLL The bLaMe FrOm My PaReNtS sAyInG TaT i m aN IrrEsPosIbLe SiS.....YaH okI i aCCePt It aLtHoUgH i DunnO aNyThiNg aBt HeR aCtIvItIeS....GeTTiNg sCoLdEd DaILy Is SoMeThInG EvErYoNe dUn wIsH To ExPerIaNcE BuT I HaF To CoZ Of My SISTER.....

2nD:
My eXaMs aRe DrAwInG nEaR DaY By DaY...HoW i WisH It WaS 2-3 MtHs aGo WhErE i M sTiLL ReLaXeD...and My MarKeTiNg Is sO diFFicULt i aSSuMe cOz FrOm wAt i sEE In ThE PaSt YrS PaPeRs aLL Of It aRe SoMeThInG TaT No OnE WiLL eVeR TaUgHt Of sEeInG iT B4...HaIx...DBMS....i DuNNo...i MusT rEaLLy sTudY HaRd....BuT HoW My MiNd Is NoT aS EaSe....

3rD:
My DeaR FrEn KaY.....Y HaF u cHaNgEd????y R u NoT ThE KaY TaT i aNd Dee usEd To NoE???y R u GiViNg Us a CoLd ShOuLdEr???Is It BcOz Of WaT FiZa SaId???u DuN TaLk To Us aNyMoRe....WhEN i MsN u....U LiKe DUn WaNNa TaLK LiKe DaT....y????SoMeThInG BoThErInG u Or aM i JusT IrrITaTiNg U????My DeaR FreN Dee....HoW i WiSH I GoT No PrObS And i cAn HeLp U....ThAnX FoR LiStEnInG To My PrObS...i JuSt DuNNo HoW To HeLp U...My MiNd Is sTuCk aT My OwN PrObS TaT i DunnO HoW To SoLvE....i M sOrI....i M SUcHa UsELeSS FrEn To U BoTh......

4Th:
My DeAr HoNeY....KaLaU BoLeH YaNie TaKnAk TuLiS Ni EnTrY...TaPi YaNie daH TaKdE sApE NaK BeBuaL DgN...TeRpAkSa LaH YaNie BeBUaL sEnDiRi...YaNiE TaU aBg aKaN MaRaH PaSaL YaNie TuLiS Ni..Im sOrI BuT i GoT No OnE To TaLk To..y DO We HaVe To aRgUe aLmOsT eVeRyDaY....SeSuNggUhNyE....YaNiE TaK PeRnAh NaK TiNggI KaN sUaRa PaT aBg...TaK PeRnAh TeRLiNtAs NaK KuRaNg aJar, DaN TaK PeRnAh TeRLiNtAs NaK RaGu2 SaMa aBg....WaT HaPPeN On LaSt MoN Is JusT To HURTING....YaNiE TaU aBg MesTi KaTe YaNIe NaK UngKiT......BkN....PeRcAyALaH....i M JuSt TrYiNg To MaKe u UndErsTaNd y aM i ReaCtIng ThIs waY...ApE SaLaH YaNiE aBg???AdAkAh BeBaN Yg YaNIe TaNggUnG Ni MeNyUsAhKaN aBg ???aBg MaRaH KaN YaNiE???DgN KeAdAaN YaNIe Yg McM Ni...i ReaLLi NeeD u By MySiDe...TaPi SuSaH....iT LooKs LiKe i m GoInG TrU It aLoNe...TeLaN ObAt MeMbErI YaNie KeSaKiTaN...YaNIE NIE sUsAhKaN aBg Ke???KaLaU Ye YaNIe MiNtaK MaaF LaH sGt2....YaNIE TaK PeRnAh NaK MeNyUsAh KaN aBg...i m TrYiNg NoT To ShaRe WiTh u My FaMiLy PrObS cOz i DuN wAnnA GiF u sTreSSnEss...YaNIe CuBa eLaK NaNgIs TaPi TaK LeH...MaaFkAn YaNIe KaLaU TaDi PaGi YaNiE SaKiTKaN HaTi aBg...YaNIe TaKKaN SusAhKaN HiDuP aBg LaGi...YaNIe JaNji...YaNiE SyGkAn aBg aNd i DuN WiSh To LooSe U...HoW i aPPrEaCiaTe It WhEN i M WiTh U....

5Th:
BeInG a ReGuLaR aT ThE cLiNiC SuX....y Do i HaF To ViSIT HiM EVERy WeeK....????SaKiT sGt Ke????TeLaN PiLL HaRi2 Is ThE MoSt UnWaNtEd thINg I EVEr WaNNa Do..
ItS PaInFuL...My TuMMy Is PaInFuL....WhEn iT cAmE EyE To EyE WiTh THE DoC i CaNt HeLp It BuT My TeaRs DrOp...HoW i WiSH He UNDeRsTaNd TaT i dUn LiKe To ViSIT HiM....aLL ThE qUesTiOnS He GaVe Me i GoT No aNs To It...U NOE WAT???? HOW I WISH I WAKE UP EVERY MORNING WITHOUT HAVING TO EAT ALL THOSE PILLS....COZ IT HURTS...DEEPLY HURTS...............!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ItS a CoMbO PrObS RiTe....HoW CaN i EvEr GeT aLL ThEsE PrObS DoNe PeaCeFuLLy...sOmEoNe pLz....TeLL Me HoW aM i SuPPoSe To GeT OvEr aNd dOnE wItH tHiS....?????MuNgKiN BiLe aKu MaTi BaRu SeMuA Ni PrObS aKaN sELeSaI.....YaH aNd i FeeL LiKe CoMMiTTiNg SUIcIdE NoW......

My WiSh!!!!
1sT:MuM HoW i WIsH u CaN sToP aCCusInG Me!!!!!!
2Nd:HoW i WiSh u CaN GiVe Us MoRe TiMe To ReViSe aNd aLLoW ReTesTs....
3rD:KaY HoW i WisH u WeRe BaCk LiKe LaSt TyMe wHeRe ThE 3 Of Us LoVe to JoKe aNd Dee HoW i WiSH u Re NoT sAd EvErYdAy So We aLL cAn HaF a HaPPy TyMe...
4Th:aBg...HoW i WiSh u CaN UndErsTaNd HoW i FeeL cOz i NeeD u aT ThIs PoInT Of TiMe WhErE aLL ThE PaIn Is JuSt UnBeArAbLe...TaK sAnGGuP YaNiE...
5Th:Ya aLLaH...SeSuNggUh NyE BErI KaN LaH aKu SeMgT UtK TeMpUhI SeMua CaBaRaN Yg KaU BeRiKaN.....

Too DePrEssEd

2005-03-27T11:31:00.000-08:00

i JuSt GoT HoMe FrOm BrEaKfAsT WiTh AmRaN MaMaT aNd HeLmI....aMrAn JuSt GoT HoMe FrOm ThaILaNd...He WaNNa MeeT To PaSs Me HoNeY'S BoXeRs TaT He BoUgHt FoR HiM...BeeN 4 DaYs DiDNt GeT To MeeT ThEm...aNywAy JuSt So FaRkEd Up aT HoMe CoZ EaRLy In ThE MoRnInG THeRe Is NoIsE OuTsIdE My RooM....i sLePt HaLfWaY WhEn I WaS ReaDiNg My MaRkEtINg NoTeS aNd b4 TaT wAs qUaRReLLiNg wItH HoNeY...i GoT So iRRiTaTeD By My MuM WhO Is BaRkInG aT My SiS...aNd My DaD YeLLiNg aT HeR cOz SHE jUsT GoT HoMe ThOuGh YesT DaD sToPpEd HeR fROm GoInG oUt...sOmEtHiNg BaD HaPPeN To Me In The MONiNg aRd 1+ aLL ThE waY TiLL 5+....

FeRsT wAs ThE FrOm MuM AnD DaD....i DUnnO y aM i aLwAyS ThE UNLUCKY PeRsOn TaT ThEy VeNt TheIr aNgEr aT....y????aPe aKu Ni aNaK PaTuNg Ke TeMpaT dRg LempaR KaN kEMaRaHaN dRg....ThE sCeNe ThaT HaPPeN To Me Is So aWfUL aNd i DuN WiSh To TaLk aBt iT cOz i fEeL LiKe cRyInG NoW...ThEn HoNeY WaS MaD aT DiAn aNd MuM aNd He WaS FrUsTraTeD....sOmEtImEs i WisH TaT i SaY NoThInG aT aLL To HiM..cOz i DuN WaNNa MaKe HiM sTreSS nEIther Do i WaNNa MaKe HiM MaD...TaK TerLiNtaS NaK BUaT dIa MaRaH...i JuS dUn HaVe aNyoNe To TaLk To...SeRiOusLy SO i FeeL LiKe TaLkInG To HiM...HoW i wIsH i DiDNt TeLL HiM aNd TiNgS wIll JuST Be LiKe NoRmAL...LiKe ThE DaYs TaT i UsEd To TaLk to HiM..sO hAppILy...i FeeL sO PaMpErEd...HoW i WiSh TaT MoMeNt WaS HeRe aGaIn...i m sOrI iF i IrrItTaTe u WiF aLL m PrObs..AnD i PrOmIsE Not To IrrItAtE u aNyMoRe WITh ThEM....sOmEtIMEs i WoNdEr y i CaNt PrEvEnT My MySeLf FrOm CrYiNg...MaYbE ItS BcOz Of My PaSt..

Ya aLLaH KeMbaLiKaN LaH KeBaHaGiaN KeLuArGaKu Yg TeLaH kAU aMbiL...SeSuNggUh NyE aKu TaK sAnGGuP HiDoP BeGiNi SaMa KeAdAaN KeLuaRgA Ku...aMaT SeDiH...TaK sAnGGuP aKu BeRsEdIh LaGiK.....KeMbALiKaN LaH KaSiH sYg Yg FaIzAL BeRi KaN sEpErTi DuLu...KeRaNa AkU TaK taU TeMpaT MaNe LaGi aKu LeH BErMaNJe...~~~

ItS BeeN HaRd

2005-03-24T23:57:00.000-08:00

YaH iTs BeeN a LoNg TiMe sInCe i LaSt bLoG In aNd i WaS REaLLi BZ WiTh aLL Ma SkooL PrOjEcTs ExCePt FoR ThE LaSt OnE....My CoNdItIoN NoW iS PrEttY BaD aNd i Ve BeeN sIcK FoR ThE PasT 2 WeeKs...aNd i DunnO y i HaVeNt ReCoVeR YeT...iS ThIs a NoTe TaT i HaF To TaKe To ConSiDeRaTiOn...aDaKaH INI sEbUaH PeTuNjUk Yg HaRus aKu TiTiK BeRaT KaN???ExAmS aRe DraWiNg NeAr aNd i M NoT FuLLy PrEpArEd FoR aNy oF ThE MoDuLeS...HoW aM i GoiNg To SuRvIvE???HaIx.....

ThIs WeEK HaS BeeN QuItE RoUgH aNd sHaKy....HaD MiSuNdErsTaNdInGs WiTh HoNeY aLoT...HaMpIr2...TeRgENdaLa DaN SyUkUr LaH sYg aKu TeRhAdApNyE sGt KuaT DaN KiTe MAsIH KuKuH BeRsAmA....As FoR sKooL...I NoE My CRS GrP MeMBeRs MiGhT ThInK TaT i M JusT a JeRkAss....i M sO sOrI If u GuYS FeeL TaT i DiDnT cOntRiBuTe MuCh In OuR PrOjeCt...BuT pLZ UnDeRsTaNd TaT i M ReaLLi sIcK....aNd ItS NoT TaT i Do NoT waNNa TuRn Up FoR OuR MeeTiNg ThE OtHER DaY BUT i WaS JuSt To SicK aNd WeaK....OnCe aGaIn I REaLLi aPoLoGiSe If i HaVe CaUsEd AnY inCoNvEnIeNcEs To HaPPeN CoZ i ReaLLi HaF No InTeNtIoN To CaUsE ThEm To HaPPeN...HoPe u UnDeRsTaNd...

To My DeaRest OnE...
HoW i WiSh i CuD TeLL u TaT i MiSS u DeaRLy...I ReaLLi Do....I WaNNa HuG u...WaLaUpOn KiTeR ByK MeNgaLAMi KePaHiTaN BersAmA, YaNIe HaRaP Ini sEmUa HaNyA LaH sAtu CaBaRaN DaRI TuHaN TeRHaDaP KiTeR....DaN yAnIe PeRcAyA InI SeMuA aKaN BeRaKhIr TaK LaMa LaGi DaN KiTeR LeH HidUp SePeRtI PaSaNgaN Yg LaIn....

My BaBeS...
MiSh u BoTh....How i WiSH My ExAmS aRe OvEr aNd I cAn sPeNt My TyMe WiTh u GaLs...MiSS aLL ThE LaUgHtEr aNd JoY aNd FuN TaT We UsEd To HaVe B4...NoW PrEttY Bz WITh WeRk...aNd i HoPe aLL mY ExAmS aRe GoInG To Be OvEr sOOn...AnD BtW d LucK KaY To Ur ExAmS....MiSS u....aNd YaH Dee....AkU RiNdU KaU JuGaK...ThaNx FoR ThE KeNtaNg GoReNg Yg kaU MaSaK KaN SiKIt HaRi...

My OnE aNd OnLy BeSh FreN MaRiE...
iTs BeeN LoNg SINcE i LaSt MeT u....How i WisH i CuD MeeT U aGaIn...LiKe BeFoRe...BeeN ReaL Bz WiTh SKooL....ReaL Bz...i aPoLoGiSe iF I NeGLecCtEd u In AnY WaYs...No InTeNtIoN In NeGLeCtInG u...MaYbe We CuD MeeT Up OnE DaY aND ShArE aLL ThE sToRiEs....LiKe We UsE To Do It B4 aT MaCdOnaLdS...LoL....

HaIz ThaTs aLL i GuEss ToDaY CoZ i ReaLLi Miss aLL ThOSe ppL wHo R cLosE To Me...~

a SaD sTaRT FoR ThE DaY

2005-03-21T00:07:00.000-08:00

aKu TaK TaU KeNaPe aKu TuLiS Ni eNtRy...MuNgKiN aKu Need sOmeOnE To TaLk Too....
aMaT HaMPA daN KeCeWa HaTi InI....BiLeR oRg2 Yg aKu AmAt SaYaNgI BuAT AkU BeGiNi....I ReaLLi NeeD SOMeOnE To TaLk Too....I MISS aLL ThOsE SwEEt TiMeS wItH My FaMiLy aNd i ReaLLi Do....i Miss TaLKiNg To HoNeY....I REaLLi Do...i WiSh To TaLk To HiM NoW....BuT tHiNgS JuSt DUn aLLoW Me To TaLK To HiM....
i adMiT TaT i HaVe DONe aLOt of WrOnGs....BuT TaT DoEsNt MeaN TaT i DiD ALL WRONGS.....
Ya aLLaH KeMbaLiKaN LaH aKu KeBaHaGiaN DaN BeRi KaN LAh SeMulA KeGeMbIrAAn aKu Ya aLLaH....TaK sANgGuP aKu HiDoP BeGiNi......SeSuNggUh NyE CaBaRaN Mu aKU KaLaH....TaK ReLa aKu Ya aLLaH....~~~~~~~~~

VeRy SiCk

2005-03-16T16:33:00.000-08:00

HmPhZ...i JuST GoT HoMe FrOm SKooL...NoW bLoGGiNg In...YaH FoR the 1sT TyMe i FoRgOt To bRiNg My Hp WiTh Me To SKooL...HaHa...i JuSt ReaLiZe It WheN i ReaCh MRT sTaTioN....HaHa...No Need To BrInG aH...WhOse GoNNa CaLL aNywaY...HoNeY CoNfIrM waKe Up LaTe aNd YaH he JusT caLL Me MiNuTeS B4 i ReaChEd HoMe JUsT NoW...HaHa...InGaT KaN TaK tAU NaK BGN pLaK KaN...HaHa

BtW ToDaY aT sKooL GoT FOM LEcTuRe aS Per NoRmAL...i WaSnT LaTe ThIs TyMe...ANyWaY...He GoT BaD MooD EaRLY In ThE MOrNIng ToDaY...BeCoZ Of ThOse ppL WhO DIDNt CoMe FoR mOrE ThaN 90% oF The aTTeNdaNcE...HaHA...RaBaK sIa...

ThEN GoT BreAk..I wAs FrEaKiNg BorInG EsP wItHoUt aNy Hp....HaIz...LiSTeN To Mp3 oNLi LoR...

ThEn DBMS...pLz LaH tELL THe TeaChEr i DuN UndErsTaNd a FreaKiNg ThInG sHE TeaCHiNg....

ThEn aCCoUnTs...I aNd SaM pLaY2...LoL...DraW NoNsEnSe On EaCh OTHeR BooK...GoSh So ChILDiSH YaH...

TheN WCD...HaIz...sLeePy aS UsUaL....

WeNt HoMe wITh WaN YaN aNd NOW ReaCh LaH...LoST My aPPeTiTe ThIs FeW DaYs...DuNNo Y....

YeSTeRdaY i GoT HoMe EaRLy aNywaY..i sKip cLaSS...SeRiOusLy i M siCk YeSTErDaY aNd ToDaY...HaIz....DuNNo HoWs ToMoRRoW GoNa Be LiKe...aNywaY...MeT HoNeY YesTErDaY SpEnt TyMe wIth HiM....UnTiL aT NiTe aNd Now i Miss HiM AreADy...HaIz....MeeTiNg HiM aGiaN On SaT MaYbE....

OkI GtG...Do My WCD NoW...~~~

bLoGGiNg In FeR YesT...

2005-03-14T01:17:00.000-08:00

WeLL ppL...HoLLa ThErE....HaIz aT LaSt i GoT To EaSe My MiNd....ItS BeeN a PrEttY TiGhT WeeK FOR sKooL aNd PrObLeMs aT hOme aNd My HoNeY...BuT NoW i aNd HiM Ok LiaO...JuST NoW i WeNt sHoPPiNg WiTh Ma FaMiLy...DaDDy SaYs TaT AfTeR a LoNg TyMe We NvR dO sHoPPiNg SO He DecIdEd To ShoP SInCe TheRe Is Too MucH StReSSnEsS iN ThE FaMiLy OvEr SOmEtHiNg TaT HaPPeN rEcEnTLy...HaIz...HoNeY iS NoT aBLe To JoiN Me cOz He WeNt JB WiTh HiS SiS...DiDnT GeT To TaLk To HiM mucH ...NoW HiS oUtSiDe...GoT sOmeThInG On...OuH GoD i mIsH hIm So MurCh!!!

WisH FoR ToDaY...
Oh GoD....pLz LeT Me MeEt HiM sOOn....i MisH HiM VeRy MuRcH...:(HoW i WisH He sUddEnLy aPPeaR aT DoVeR aNd PicK Me Up AFtEr sKooL LaTeR tOdaY...HaIz...i LL Be The HaPPiEsT GerL In THe WerLd...

HoW i MiSh u sO MUrCh..!!!!

dikeheningan malam, termenungku berseorang
tak lena mata dipejam, terdengar suara terngiang
suara merdu yg di sayang, bagai kau didepan mata
ku capai tapi tak kenal, sukarnya memendam rasa
ingin ku luahkan kata.............

bila rindu,terkenang mu siang terasa sayu
syahdunya jiwaku bila malam,makin kelam
jauh terbang diriku melayang
Aku rindu,sentuhan mu ku rasa sayu
inginkan jiwamu selubungi,jiwa ini,
bawa ku dlm pelangi
melepasi segala hati ini

jauh angan ku lena,ku rasa kita bersama,
kau bawaku ke sana
ke alam kisah yg lama, kenangan di dlm jiwa..
bila tersedar semula,disisiku kau tiada
sukarnya ku pendam rasa.....
ingin ku luahkan semua

bila rindu,terkenang mu siang terasa sayu
syahdunya jiwaku bila malam,makin kelam
jauh terbang diriku melayang
Aku rindu,sentuhan mu ku rasa sayu
inginkan jiwamu selubungi,jiwa ini,
bawa ku dlm pelangi
melepasi segala hati ini

sesunguhnya kita mestilah
wujudkan sefahaman dan hormat menghormati,
ikhlas,kasih,makin tak ada,bertemu semula

awan yg mencas semesta
menyampaikan pesan kesunyian kanda sendiri
kesepian yg menyelubungi hari hari
kudisajikan doa-doa ku kerana rindu
yg menanti kau dtg dan pergi seperti
impi-impiku,fantasiku,
bukan dongeng lagi sayup kedengaran
disisi cuping,disetiap corong,lorong,yg lohong
benar! ku tak bohong,bila hati menyanyi..

bila rindu,terkenang mu siang terasa sayu
syahdunya jiwaku bila malam,makin kelam
jauh terbang diriku melayang
Aku rindu,sentuhan mu ku rasa sayu
inginkan jiwamu selubungi,jiwa ini,
bawa ku dlm pelangi
melepasi segala hati ini

bila rindu,terkenang mu siang terasa sayu
syahdunya jiwaku bila malam,makin kelam
jauh terbang diriku melayang
Aku rindu,sentuhan mu ku rasa sayu
inginkan jiwamu selubungi,jiwa ini,
bawa ku dlm pelangi
melepasi segala hati ini

KeNaPe Ek...

2005-03-12T23:32:00.000-08:00

MaNy ThInGs HaPPeN To SuDDeN...FaMiLy aKu SKG TgH KoCaR KaCiR aNd i JuS DuNNo WaD to Do...I m So sTrEss aBt My SIs PrObS aNd NoW sKooL...aNd To aDD On To It...SoMeOnE jUsT DuN tRuST Me...i M DOWn...ReaLLi DoWn...sO sOrrY...i CaNNoT ThiNk NOW.....aT THis MoMeNt My TeaRs aRe RoLLiNg DOwN WITh aLL ThE STREssNeSS In It...

FaIzaL...
U MeaN sO MuCh To Me i SwEaR It To GoD's NaMe....
u aRe ThE oNe i REaLLi LoVe.....

Baby I love you
You are my life
My happiest moments weren't complete
If you weren't by my side
You're my relation
In connection to the sun
With you next to me
There's no darkness I can't overcome
You are my raindrops
I am the seed
With you and God, who's my sunlight
I bloom and grow so beautifully
Baby I'm so proud
Proud to be your girl
You make the confusion
Go all away
From this cold and misty world

I am in love with you
You set me free
I can't do this thing
Called life without you here with me
Cause I'm Dangerously In Love with you
I'll never leave
Just keep lovin' me
The way I love you loving me

I am in love with you
You set me free
I can't do this thing
Called life without you here with me
Cause I'm Dangerously In Love with you
I'll never leave
Just keep lovin' me
The way I love you loving me

And I know you love me
Love me for who I am
Cause years before I became who I am
Baby you were my man
I know it ain't easy
Easy loving me
I appreciate the love and dedication
From you to me
Later on in my destiny
I see myself having your child
I see myself being your wife
And I see my whole future in your eyes
Thought of all my love for you
sometimes make me wanna cry
Realize all my blessings
I'm grateful
To have you by my side

I am in love with you
You set me free
I can't do this thing
Called life without you here with me
Cause I'm Dangerously In Love with you
I'll never leave
Just keep lovin' me
The way I love you loving me

I am in love with you
You set me free
I can't do this thing
Called life without you here with me
Cause I'm Dangerously In Love with you
I'll never leave
Just keep lovin' me
The way I love you loving me

Every time I see your face
My heart smiles
Every time it feels so good
It hurts sometimes
Created in this world
To love and to hold
To feel
To breathe
To live you

Dangerously in love
Can't do this thing,
yeaI love you , I love you,
I love you
I'll never leave
Just keep loving me
Oh no
I'm in love with you,
I'm in love with you
I can not do
I cannot do anything without you in my life
Holding me, kissing me, loving me
Dangerously
Dangerous
Dangerously in love, with you
Oh I love you
I love you, love you
love you, love you
love you, I love you
Oh yes
I love you
I love you, love you
love you, love you
Love with you
Love you
I love you, I love you
I love you, I love you
Dangerously in love

ToDaY sUx...

2005-03-10T23:48:00.000-08:00

TodAy Is My AnnIvErSaRy WITh HiM..YaH LaH ONLi 1 mTh BUT No OnE NOeS How MucH It MEaNs To Me..cOz ThErE Is LoTs Of UpS aNd DoWnS DuRInG THE 1 mTh aNd i LoVe HiM sO MuCh...TaTs y iTs a BiG DeaL If ItS oNLi a MtH ThOuGh...ThOuGh i CuDnT MeeT HiM ToDaY BuT i WiSH i cUd MeeT HiM sOOn...HaIz....No ChOiCe..:)

i LoVe u VeRy MuRcH HoNeY

oH No My DaTELiNeS r CoMiNg

2005-03-08T19:42:00.000-08:00

WeLL HoLLa ThErE aGaIn ppL...ItS BeeN aBt a WeeK i GuEss SiNcE i LasT bLoG oR LesSeR ThaN TaT...i hOpe sO...aNywAy LeT Me TaLk aBt ToDaY FersT...

--->0800-1045HrS
We haD OuR FOM TuToRiaL aNd i WaS jUsT aBiT LaTe i CaMe aBt 0815HrS..HaHa...CoZ i WoKe Up LaTe...HaIz...WaT To Do...And ToDaY ItS WaNyAn'S GrP PrEsEnTiNg aDDiDaS aNd aLSo SaM's GrP PrEsEnTiNg FoUr SeaSoN HoTeL...aNd B4 i sAy ANyThInG i WoULd LiKe To SaY WeLL DONe To SaM's TeaM For a VeRy GooD JoB DONe...u GuYs HaVe My CoMpLiMeNtS....SeRiOusLy iT cOmEs FrEm The BoTToM Of ThE BoTToM Of My HeaRt...aHaKz...HOw BoTToM IS TaT..HaIz...OkI ThEy DiD a VeRy GooD JoB In SUMaRisInG EVerYtHiNg...EsP aLL The KeY PoINTs...ThEIr TraNsPaRaNcIeS WeRe VeRy cLeAr ShOrT aNd aVOiD MisUnDeRsTAnDiNgz..aNd oNcE aGaIn i MusT cOMpLiMeNt On ThE GooD JoB DoNe In ExPLaInInG aLL ThE ReaSONs In DeTaILs...ThOuGh i FeLt It WaS aBiT BorIng DuRINg LiaNg zHoU PaRt...SaM PaRt WaS FuNNy...He StaMMeR...LOL...BtW He WaS WeArInG a LiMe GrEEn LosNg sLeEvE SMaRt ShIrT TodAy...AnD tRusT Me He LooK LiKe An SBS BUS DRIVER...LOL..As FoR WaN YANs GrP..i TiNk OnLi She aNd JesSiE ExPLaIn ThE cLeArEst OuT Of aLL tHeIr MeMbeRs...Gee...EsP gLaDwIn..COMe On GeT a LiFe pLz...BuT WaN YaN GrP WeRe To LeNgTh aNd I acTuaLLi DiDnT PaY aTTeNtIoN aLL aWhiLe...SoRi..BuT i PaId aTTeNtIoN dUrInG waN YaN's And JeSSiE PaRt...Ok...EnUf Of FOM BtW mY gRP Is NexT wEEk....Gee....WisH ME LucK..i LL TaKe PIcS aITe...

BtW ThIs Is SaM'S GrP...

ThIs Is SaM aNd RaTnA...CuTe HoR..LiKe CoUpLe...

aNd LaSt Of COZ OuR BuS DrIvEr Of ThE DaY...SaM...CaN u See ThaT He LooK LiKe OnE..??

--->1045-1600HrS
aT cANtEEn EaT aNd pLaY cArDs aS NorMAL...Me WaN YaN aNd aLSO SaMueL(FiSh MoNggEr)...LOL...HaD MoCk TesT duRiNg CRS LeSSoN aNd It WaS a BoRiNg aCCoUnTs LecTuRe aS PeR nOrMaL aFtEr CRS....AnD aFTeR aCCoUnTs HaD FOM LEcTuRe aNd ThIs TyMe TaT GeOrGe GoT ShOw ExAmpLE Of ThE TiMe He WeNt To ThIs PuB aNd SaW a LaDy DaNcinG LiKe wAt oNLi..LOL...*No CoMMeNts*...

--->1600-1950HrS
GoT HoMe aNd i WaS dAMn TiReD ThE wHoLe DaY aNd i SaW aPiT(DiaN'S Ex) In TraIn...AnD He Is FaRKiNg SnObbIsH aNd aRRoGaNt sIa...He DiDnT EVEn SMiLe aT Me LiKe HoW He UsEd To...GoSh...IdIoT aSS HoLe...aNd NOW i M HeRe bLoGGiNg...MaYbE LaTeR gO dOWN iF aMraN NoT WeRkInG LaTeR...MeeT a wHiLe..Go FoR sMOKe Lah sTaNdARd...HaIz..

LeTs TaLk aBt YesT...

i DiDnT Go For cLaSS YesTeRdaY BuT i OnLi CaMe FOr POA TesT WhIcH iS aT 1715-1815...aNd i cAmE aBt 3 MiNs LaTe..y Do I aLwaYs CaMe Late For TEsT..Gee...BtW DaRLiNg CaME OvEr YesT...PooR HiM His HaNd Is SwOLLeN...GoSh...i HaD a FrIgHt WheN He oPeNs HiS BaNdAgE YesT...Gee...aNd He HaD To Go FOr aN oPeRaTiOn ToMoRRoW..WisH i CuD aCCoMpaNy HiM..GeE...LoVe u HoNeY..LoAdS Of LoVe YaH...!!!!!!MisH YoU...!!!!!!

ThIs iS HiS oThEr HaNd...sPoT ThE DiFF LaTeR YaH...

aNd ThIs Is ThE OtHeR HaNd aFtEr oPeNiNg ThE BaNdaGe...Gee...CaN c ThE DiFF???

He oNLi CaMe aWhILE...ThOuGh He PrOmIsE To CaMe In ThE MorNiNg BuT He OvErsLePt...GuEss HiS Too TiReD...LOL...TheN We WeNt OuT ToGeDeR aNd He WeNt HoMe aNd I wenT To sKooL...MeT MaRiE aWhILe YesT...aNd aLSO MeT HeLmI aNd aMraN YesT..aNd GoT HoMe...Tahir wAs aT HoMe..He sLePt In My RooM fOr aWhILe...ThaN WeNt To sLeeP aT DIaN's RooM aS sOOn aS My SiS WeNt Off To WeRk..

So TaTs aLL...i LL TaG iN aGaIn sOOn YaH....

a BuSy WeEk FoR Me

2005-03-03T18:31:00.000-08:00

HaIz....Wat cAn i SaY...ItS BeeN a LoNg TyMe sInCe i LaSt bLoGgEd In...a WeEk aGo..???HaIz...No CoMMeNtS....WeLL LeT Me TeLL Ya WAD HaPPeN THe WhOLe WeEk..BeEn Bz WiTh mY MaRkEtIng PrOjEcT aBt Coca CoLa....HAIz...DaMn ItS DiFFiCuLt LoR...HaIz...EvEryDaY sLeEp LaTe To Do ThE RePoRt..DaMn SiA...I HaTe It WhEn ItS aLL rUshInG...OkI LeT Me TeLL U wAd HaPPeN ToDaY..i WaS LaTe aBiT FoR mY PrAcTicaL...BuT At ThE PrAcTicaL...aLMosT aLL Of Us WeRe dOiNg OuR FOM PrOjEcT...HaHa...ReaLLi...ThEn DuRiNg DBMS Got BacK OuR TesT PaPeR...i PaSSeD...oH My GoSh....DiD i SeE It RiGhT???i PASSED....LOLz...I GoT 65 OuT Of 100 aNd GoSh TaT RaTnA aNd LiaNg zHoU GoT 93 Sia...i TiNk LaSt TyMe WhEn ThEy sMaLL ThEy UsED To SwaLLoW ThOse ChIpS????Or EvEn DrIng ThE BooKsHaKe....LoL..i WaNt sOme CaN???pLz...DuN LoKeK LaH..LoL...stiNgy SiA...aHaKz...and aFtEr TaT wE pLaY cArDs iN cLaSS...aNd As PeR nOrMaL...Me SaMueL aNd WaN YaN...AnD aS UsUaL SaMueL Is ThE SORE LOSER....HaHa...LooSe To Me aNd WaN YaN OnLi..HaHa....No CoMMeNtS....

NoW aT HOme aBt To TaKe a NaP sOOn..LaTeR gOt To wAkE Up And FiNisH My FOM FiNaL PrOjeCt...

BtW i MiSh My BaBeS...

ThIs Is My KaMaRiaH In HeR TuDUNg...LoLz

ThIs Is DeE aNd Me...DuN HaF Me aNd KaY LaH...FeRgEt WhErE i PuT

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aBg I ReaLLi MiSh Ya SO MucHy...:(

So SoRRi..i KnOw ItS Ma FaULt...

2005-02-27T20:25:00.000-08:00

So SoRRi ItS BeEn a LoNg TyMe sIncE i LasT bLoG In...BeEn ReaLLi Bz WItH sKooL wErK...BuT FeRsT oF aLL...i WUd LiKe to aPoLoGiSe to My HoNey.....

DeaR i NoE I DiD SOMethInG WrONg And iTs a BiG MisTaKe Of aLL...BuT TrUsT Me i oNLi LuV u and OnLi u..SeRiOusLy...aNd WhOeVeR TaT cOmEs In OuR way i SwEar i LL FiNd taT sOn Of a BiTcH oR The BiTcH wHu TrIes To sPoIL oUR RELaTioNsHiP...i HaTe u GuYs MaN..NoThInG BeTTeR To Do...

aNd aLsO i WuD LiKe To SaY sOrRi FeR NoT bLoGGiNg In FeR The PasT fEw DaYs Or EvEn WeEks...BeEn ReaL BZ WIth sKooL...EsP My FOM PrOjeCt aNd aLsO DBMs...WaT eLsE YaH...GoT 2 mOrE PrOjEcTs LoR...HaIz...aLL bLaMe It On The UpcOmINg BaTcH CoZ ThEy r CoMing In sOOn ThIs aPrIl...aNd BcOz Of TheM We HaVe To RusH iN...HaIz...i HaTe It MaN...SuX...HaIz...BuT So FaR BeeN Bz WIth Ma SkooL aNd i DUN EveN HaF TyMe fOR My DaRLiNg aNd My BaBeS...i MiZ U DaRLiNgS...All Of My DaRLiNgS(My DarLiNg And BaBeS)...SaPe LaGiK LaH KaNz...HaIz...i HoPe EVrYtHiNg Is GoInG Be OvEr sOOn..ReaL sOOn i MeaN..~

MeT Ma DaRLiNg YesT

2005-02-21T01:47:00.000-08:00

WeLL HoNeStLy SpeaKiNg i HaVeNt sLePt SINcE sAt..CoZ i CaNt sLeEP StReSS i gUeSS...aLL PrOjEcTs aRe cOmiNg LiAo..LaTeR ToDaY I GoT my CD PrEsEnTaTiOn...i TeLL u I HATE THAT WINNIE LEOW.....FaNcY CaNcELINg OuR CIP aNd AsKiNg Us To PrEpArE PrOpOsAL WiTHiN 2 DaYs iN wHicH ShE ToLd U OnLi LAsT FrI NiTe..DaRn AsS...i HaTe HeR....So YesT MoNIng i WaItEd Fer My BoO To CoMe HoMe FrEm CaMp aNd ChaTTed WiTh HiM In MsN FeR aWhILE...ThAn i Do My SKoOL WeRk...ThEn aT aBt 2+ We ToUgHt Of MeEtInG But OnLi AfTeR My MuM cAmE HoMe LaH cOz My SiS sLeEpInG...sO WhiLe waItInG Do aBiT Of HOUSEWERK...aT LeaSt i GoT Do Ok... HaHa...ThEn UNfOrTuNaTELy GoT a Bit Of MisUdErsTaNdInG wItH BoO...HaIz he CaNceL OuR MeEtIng aNd TheN aT LaSt AsK To MeEt HiM aLsO...CoZ His In Da FaULT aNywAY...LuCkILY U SaY sOrI..or eLsE I wUnT TaLk To U...HaHa...sOmEtHiNg sEnSiTiVe WaS BeInG MeNtIoN...NO NEED TO NOE LAH U ALL...HaHa...

He GaVe Me a PiC Of HiS NeW HaIr CuT..sO KiUt i LoIkE....

ThEn aT LaSt MeT HiM BuT It WaS LaTe..SuPPoSeD To MeEt Him aT 8 aT KaLLaNg BuT To HiS SmaRtNeSS...He AsK Me To DrOp DoWn aT ToA PaYoH aNd TaKe BuS..HaIz..aNd i ReaCh aT aBt 8:30 HaIz...DaRLiNg...No MaTTeR How SiLLy u R...I LURV YA...ThEn He CaMe iN ThE Bus i ToOK aT HiS BuSToP wItHoUt Me NoTicInG FaRnIe LaH HE...TaU aJeR DiEr ErK.... ThEn Go WaLk2 aT KaLLaNg RiVeR...SmELLy...ThEn GoT GoInG HomE aT aBt 10:45 and He cUdNt SeNd Me HoMe LAH...WaT TyMe aReaDy MaH...HaIz...

SOMeThINg HaPPEN To Me..TheRe WaS ThIs PerVeRt WhO BoaRd The TraIn aT sOmeRsET aNd sAt BesIdE Me OuT oF aLL pLAcEs...And AsK Me WhU aM i...sO i Ans..."YaNiE" aNd AsKiNg Me aM i aLoNe...It WaS LiKe DUh......*STOOPID* ThEn AsK Me wHeRe's My Bf..AnD AcTuaLLi I wAs SuRpRISed How DoeS He NoE i M aTTaChEd...BuT sTiLL...i aNs"my FiaNcEE Is wErKiNg" AnD u NoE wAt He sAy.."JOM AH BALIK PANGKENG I BELANJE BKN NYER UR MATAIR TAU"....I WaS sO sHocK aNd i qUiCkLy DrOp aT OrcHaRd aS The DooR OpEn aNd TaKe The NexT TraIn...BuT To My sUrPrISe He BoArD THe SaMe TraIn WiTh Me AGAIN aT AnG Mo KiO....BuT He WaS sIttInG InFrOnT Of Me CoZ BesIdE Me GoT ppL SiTTiNg....ThEn aT wdLs ThIs TyMe i qUicKLy DrOp Off aNd TaKe CaB HoMe...

AcTuaLLi WheN He sAid TaT NaStY wErDs i WaS aBt To TeLL BoO BuT i DuN waN HIM tO GeT wErRiEd cOz i WaS The oNe aCtUaLLi InSiStS In MeEtiNg ThOuGh He sAy He PiTy Me CoZ i NeEd To sKooL LaTeR...DuN wAN HiM to Be WeRRIeD....LoVe HiM LoAdS...BuT NoW ThAt eErRiE FeeLiNg Is STiLL theRe...DaRLiNg GO DoWN aWhILe MeEt HiS FrEn DuNNo GoT sOmethINg LaH...WaItInG FeR HiM To aCCOMpaNy Me To BeD...*CuDDLeS*...cOz i m sTiLL sCaReD...HaHa..aNyWaY i GoTTa Go NoW PacK sKooL BaG FeR LaTeR...aNd sLeEp YaH...TaG in aGaIn LaTeR...

MeT DeE aNd TiTi aFtEr sKooL

2005-02-18T23:42:00.000-08:00

--->0900-1000HrS
ToDaY i DiDnt cOmE LaTe FoR skoOL.....i ReaCh On TyMe...WeLL LuCkILy Or eLsE i aLwaYS cOmE LaTe...YeaH PaId aTTeNtIoN In cLaSS thoUgh Its a BoRiNg ONe...BuT NvM...

--->1000-1115HrS
i HaD mY Poa TuToRiaL NoW...ItS JusT dOiNg ThInGs TaT wE oReaDi Noe...LaMe aNd BorInG...NOThing To taLk aBt...

--->1115-1245HrS
OkI We HaD OuR BreaK BuT ItS a FaRnIe OnE...HaHa..aT fIrSt im SuPPoSed To SIT wItH sAm LiaNg ZhOu aNd YoNgFa..cOz ThE LaDiEs FoUnD sEaTs fAr FrOm Us..ThaN sUdDeNLy The ppL BesIdE oUr TaBLe aRe aBt To Go OfF...And ThEn i aSk ZuL To TeLL The GaLS To cOme OveR BuT HaPPeN sO TaT ThE GaLs ExcEpT FeR NoR DiDnT Buy fOOd....So oNLI LeT TheIr BaGs aNd TheN THeY Gif Up aSKiNg ThEM To sHif OvEr sO They cARRy ThEiR BaGs LiKe DuMbAsSeS...HaHa...HeRe TheY r..LoLz...

ThIs Pic TaKen FreM FaR wIth My PhONE...HaHa i ThInK tHeY r DisCuSSiNg WhO To CaRRy WhOsE BaG....LoLz

ThEn WhILe TheY r WaLkIng ToWARdS Me...LoLz...LiKe iDiOtS RITe..LoLz...

ThEn ZuL ThInkInG To PuT WhOsE BaG aT wHiCh TaBLE...HaHa...LooK aT Him i OsO StReSS....

--->1300-1500HrS
WeLL i HaD My COMp DIY LeSSON...So LaMe ThIs Is One Of The LaMesT LecTuReS aS UsUaL..Lolz..My aDmIrEr NeVeR cOme..HaHA...BuT wHo cARes..HiS BosSy aNywAY...ANd NoT FoRgEtTiNg aRRoGaNt...i sLeEp ReaD My StORYBOOK aNd aLsO LiSTEN To Mp3 CoZ ThIs TeaChEr Is LaME...

--->1500-1800+HRs
aT DeEs pLaCe KaRaOkE aNd TheN MeT TiTi aNd TaKe MiRa FrEm sKooL ThEn PrOcEEd To My pLaCe....

--->1800+ TiLL 2300+HrS
aT My pLaCE aT wdLS...LoLz....WhEn OvEr To My HoUsE FeRsT InGaT KaN NaK KaraOkE TaPi TaK JaDi MaK Aku TgH NaK tIdO dIa SAKiT....PeNiNg KePaLa...HaHa TheN tHiNgs HaPPeN FeR a ReaSoN....U Noe i Noe PubLic DuNNo

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uPdATE FeR The DaY

2005-02-17T23:47:00.000-08:00

OkI WeLL ToDaY I wEnT To SKooL LaTe As u aLL NOE RiTe...HaHa...K TodaY Is FrEaKiNg HoT...aNd i SeNd The WroNg MsG....HaHa...i WaS aCtUaLLi WaNtINg To SeNd aN sMs To KaY whEn i WaS oN Ma WaY tO sKooL BuT i aCCiDeNtaLy i SEnD iT To Ma Bf aNd The LaMeR ThInG Is TaT iN ThE MsG I GoT TaLk abt HiM aNd cRiTiC HiM aLsO...LoLz...HaIz BuT NvM..ThEn At sKoOL SaM,RaTNa,WaNyAn,GeK And Me WhErE piNk To SkooL...ReaLi...TrUsT Me..We dIDNt Do aNy pLaNs...SUDDeNLy aLL WeAr PiNk By cHaNcE..LoLz...

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ThIs Is HiM NoW...GoT ThIs pIc FrEm HiS SiS..

LooK LiKe i'vE sTArTeD To drOOL aGaIn OveR HiM...BuT caNNoT i GoT HoNeY aReaDy...HaHa....

TheN MeT aMraN aT VoId DecK FeR sMoKe aNd tHeN eAt aT cOfFeE sHoP I NeVER FiNiSH aS UsUaL...THeN GoT HoMe...The WhOLe DaY Is LiKe VeRy TiRINg LoR...SeRIoUs LiKe NO eNeRgy To Do aNytHiNg...HaIz...Bad LucK..sTiLL hAvENt sTaRt On Ma FOM PrOjEcT DIe aH Me....TheN WatcH IkHLaS...SO ToUcHiNg SaK...HaIz...TaTs aLL LoR Ma RoUtInE...Haiz...So LaMe BUt i Msut StaRT dOiNg PrOjeCts Or eLsE i DiE LiaO..Haiz..~

NoW i aT HoMe sLaCkInG

2005-02-17T12:01:00.000-08:00

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aHaKz..PrEtTy FiNe

2005-02-13T23:43:00.000-08:00

aHaKz...OkI ThIs bLoG Is FeR DuNNo HoW MaNy DaYs..EhEkZ...k BeEN DoIng NoThINg FeR ThE LaSt 2 DaYs..aKu DuDuk RuMaH LaH SiaL...TaK kLuA...CuMe HaRi ThU mLm JeR aKu kLua Gi JuMpE MaRiE aNd aH GeRL PaT cIvIc MCdOnaLD...HaHa...MaIn CaRd PaT McDonALD KaU TaK TaU...KeCoH....aBeH HaLf WaY sI FiRDaUs DtG....JoIn MaIn cArD...HaIz...NaFsU aKu NaIK sAk TgK Tu fuNFaIr..BEToL sAk....HaIz If OnLi....aKu aDEr Tu DuIt...BuT NvM...LePaS Tu aKu JuMpE LaKi Ku....YesH u GoT Me....U HeArD It BeBEH...My DaRLiNg...i MeT My DaRLiNg aNd We JuST ToRn NeAr Ma PLaCe...cOz i WaS sO stucK Up aT HoMe SErIoUsLy..ReaLLi StUcK Up...ThEn i AnD dArLiNg PLaY cArd aT VoID DeCk TiLL LaTe....HaHa...LaMe BuT ItS FuN EsP WHeN ThErE'S aLwAYs RuLES To aBiDe To...aNd TheN i KePt faLLiNg AsLEEp..HaIz...ItS LiKe WaT ThE F RiTe...HaHa..KesIaN ErK...K TaKpE ApE GuNa NyEr AdEr MaTaIr aBeH aKu AsYiK NaK TerTiDO TaK LaYaN aKu KaNz...HaHa..TaPi TaKpEr...aBg aKu sYg KaU K....MUAcKz...aCtUaLi SuPPoSed To LePaK wItH AmRaN HyDaR ThEy aLL..BuT By ThE TyMe i GoT DoWn aT My VoId DeCk WiTh DaRLiNg THey wErE NoT aRd sO i ToT ThEY WeNt HoMe ArEady...sO cOntiNuE LePaK TiLL LaH HeArD sI HyDaR VoIcE FrEm FaR..aT aBt 3+ In ThE MoNiNg...HaHa...aJaK MaIn Card TaPi TaK TaU MaIn TaItEE sEMua..MaK Oi..KeNtaL JuGaK SaK dRg ErK..K TaKPer..

ThIs Is Me aNd Ma DaRLING aT aBt 3+ GoINg To 4...pLz Ah MuKe MeNdAkz...MuKe VeRy sLaCkZ..UnDEr My vOiD DeCk...

aNd ThIs Is HiM aGaIn TaKiNG PicTurEs of HiMSeLf...LoLz..

aHaKz...TATs aLL FEr LaSt FrI MoNing aNd We WeNt HOMe aBt NooN..aHaKz..LEPAKz SaK TIDo..LoLz...BkN PaT RuMaH K...PaT BaWaH bLk..Not ExAcTLy sLeEp...BUT LeLaP...TeRsErEmPaK NgaN My SiS aNd HeR Bf At ThE vOiDeCk aFtEr We caMe BaCk FrEm McDoNaLdS...ThEn aT NiTe He WeNt PaRaDiGm FEr WaT aLsO I dUnO...So I sTaYeD aT HoMe On FrI...SaT AnD TOdAY...LaMe SIA...LoL...My Hp JuST GoTBaCk..SoMeThINg HaPPeN HaHa...CaM PaHaMz...JuSt NoW MoRniNg Go BrEaKfAsT wItH aMraN aT KeDaI KoPi..HaHa...LoLz...BtW YesT i WaTcHeD PoWeR RaNgEr...HaHa..i LiKe PiNk RaNgEr..My HoNeY Is WhItE RaNgEr...LoLz...aNywAY GoTTa Go...stuDyIng ToMoRRoW fEr NeXt TuEsDaY DBMS PaPeR....

p/s: AbG..aKu SyG KaU K...LoP u..MuaCkZ...

ToDaY Is VeRy LaMe

2005-02-06T23:51:00.000-08:00

OkI ToDaY I wOkE Up aNd FoUnD OuT i GoT 24 MisSeD cALLs aNd WaS sHocKeD cOz ItS BeEN a LoNgTyMe sIncE i LaST HaD sO MANy MiSSeD CaLLs...MaInLy aLL FrOm BaMBaM aNd It ToT i WaS AnGrY aT HiM..In WhIcH i WaS acTuaLLi...YaH He MaKe It Up aNd THEN LaTeR EvEnInG i WeNt To sEoUL GaRdEn aNd EaT WiTh Ma FaMILy...ThEn OtW ThErE i wAS sO sHoCkEd TaT My GrAnDfATHeR Is aT HosPitAL NoW AnD He Is SicK...GOSH!!!!!!!!!!!!He SaId TaT He MisSeD Me AnD Ma SiS....I wANT To MeEt HiM BaDLy HiS Ma OnLy GrAnD FaTheR LeFt...And MuM???ShE aNd HEr EgO DuN LeT Us Go..BuT i sTiLL wANnA Go cOz i MiSSeD HiM ToO...aNd THeN MeEt BaMBaM aNd RoN AnD pLaY PoOl BuT I dUNNo wAts WrOnG WITh BaMBaM He Is MaD aBt Me cOz Of TaT ASRI AND IZAL....FeR wAt I dUnNo..dUn aSk...iTs LaMe...TRUST ME ToDaY Is ToTaLLy LaMe His BeEn TaLkInG SaRcASTicaLy To Me aNd He DiDnt CaLL Me BaCk wHeN He GoT HoMe sHOwInG aLL THe aTTiTuDe He cUd In ThE wErLd...WaT ThE F*** DaMn It i HaTe ToDaY...

i DiD EnJoY MysELF ThOuGh..

2005-02-05T23:56:00.000-08:00

HoLLa ppL ItS tYMe FeR ME To TaG aGaIn ToDaY...WeLL ToDaY DoNe aLOT Of TInGs aNywAY....LeTs SeE..

--->0900-1230HrS
OkI dUrIng ThIS TyMe Me aNd SoMe Of My cLaSSMaTeS WeNt FeR OuR CIP PrOjeCt aT ThE HosPicE aNd To TeLL tHe TrUtH It WaS a BORING aNd LaME OnE COz FersTLy It WaS eArLy In ThE MorNiNg aNd i WaS TirEd ThE wHoLe DaY...As u NoE NoT eNuFF sLeEp..Me aNd WaNyAn Do OnLy ThE PaStInG Of sTiCkErS On To ThE cArDs...HaIz...sIt DowN ThErE FeR 3 HrS JusT dOiNg ThaT SO BoRINg...

--->1230-1910HrS
WeNt To ToWn WiTh WaN YaN aT ThE FoOdcOuRt aCCOmPaNy HeR eAt AnD THeN oTw My BELovEd SEc ScH FrEnS CaMe aNd JoIn In...HaHa..TheN WaLk aWhILE aT FaR eAsT aNd TaKe NeOPrInTs BuT I dUn HaVe OnE cOz i DuN HaVe ScAnnEr...ThEn MeT aIdIL aNd DeE aT FaR EaSt aNd TheN i WaSnT HaPPy WITH ThE NeOPrInTs i TooK eaRLieR sO i AsK TheM To TaKe aGaIn WIF Me...LoLz... HeRe TheY r...

ThIs Is OuR FeRsT sHoT LaH..aIdIL FaCe bLuReD aWay cOz..DeE Do It..dUnO Y...

ThEn ThIs Is OuR sEcOnD sHot..cUtE rITe...

GoT 1 MOrE BUT DeE FeRGET To sENd Me BuT i LL PoSt It sOOn...

ThEn aBt 1500HrS++ We MeT KaY aT LiDo AnD siT ThErE aNd TaLk sInGiNg wHiLe LisTeNiNg To Mp3 aNd AcCoMpaNy DeE aNd AiDiL EaT...ThEn PrOcEeD To HeEreN ANd TaKe PicS...And ThIs TyMe It WaS HeLL LoT Of FuN...TrUsT Me..We WeRe LaUgHing LiKe NoBoDy's BusIneSs...HaHa..aNd u NoE wAt ppL sAy We WeRe LiKe WaTcHiNg sOcCeR MatcH...I NeVeR NoE It WaS sO FuN TaKiNg PiCs TiLL i TooK WiTh ThEm...

OuR FeRsT sHoT wItH ShAdEs...sTyLe TaK??DeE FeRgEt To BrIng HeR sHaDeS..sO ShE HaF To sTaNd LiKe MaLcOm In THe MiddLe..HaHa

THeN OuR 2Nd sHoT..My TuRn LiKe MaLcOmE In ThE MidDLe..Y i LoOk sO sIcK YaH In ThIs Pic*WoNdErInG*

ThE 3rD OnE WaS FaRNiE We WeRe PosInG aS If We sAw aLoT of BuTTeRfLiEs...HaHa..DeE's FaCe WaS HaLf...aHaKz..

aNd Of CoZ LaSt OnE WaS THe cUtE ONe..ThE sHoT wAs FreM aBoVe..HaHa..NiCe I LoIkE..~

ThEsE 2 GaLs ArE My SoUL MaTeS...If They R NoT aRd I dUnNo wHo eLsE i cAN TuRn To eXcEpT MaRiE...HaIz..

--->1910-2200HrS
ToT Of GoInG BowLiNg aT MaRiNa SiNcE We DUN FeEL LiKe wAtcHiNg MoViEs And TheN MET sAdIq..HaIz..StILL aNgrY wItH HiM OvEr HiS aTTiTuDe...aNd TheN wE WeNt To MiLLeNia WaLk'S FoUnTaIn aNd cHiLL OuT cOz BoWLiNg aLLeY WaS cLOsEd DoWn..HaIz..pLaY CaRdS BuT ThIs TyMe No MoNeY InvOLvEd..SaDiQ WeNt HoMe aT 2100 CoZ He WaNTs To Go To HiS FReN's HoUsE BuT TaK JaDi..ThEn aT 2200HrS Me DeE anD AiDiL wEnT HoMe..as UsUaL i KeEp On LooKiNg aT ThE PicS CoZ THeY r sO KiUt..HaHa

--->2345HrS..
SiCk aNd TiReD Of WaItIng BaMBaM To CaLL sO i FALL aSLeEp...

a LaMe WeEk FeR Me...

2005-02-04T23:47:00.000-08:00

WeLL sOrI i HaVeNt bLoG In FeR qUiTe sOme TiMe...VeRy Bz WiTh sKOooL ThIs WeEk..So MaNy sUbMisSIOnS Of PrOjEcTs LoR...VeRy TiReD FeR ThOsE wHu NoE HoW sIcK i Am ThaNx FeR UnDeRsTaNdInG...EsP To My CHUD BaBEs DeE aNd KaY...I lOvE u BoTh aLoT...ThaNx FeR BeInG THeRE aLtHoUgH KaY u NoE i M KinDa DiSSaPoInTeD In U RiTe BuT sTiLL I wAN u To NoE TaT I sTiLL LOVe u aNd DeE TOo...WeLL ThIs WeEk I NeVeR fIgHt WITh Ma BoOs...SaMuEL ZuL aNd SaM NvR QuArReL CoZ MaYbE ThIs WeeK EVeRyOnE Bz...HaIz SoMeThIng BAd HaPPeN ToDaY LoR..i aM ToTaLLy ReaLLi DeFiNATeLy CoNfiRm DiSSaPoInTeD wItH Ma SiS....ShE Is ToO MucH aReADY...SHE HaS BeEn FiReD ReCeNtLy aNd SHE sTiLL tReaT As iF NoThINg HaPPEN..sTiLL cAN Go cLuB EvErYdAy SeE HeR BF aT QuEEnS...I DuNNo LaH y..aNd To ThOsE wHu NoE ABt ThIs aNd The WHOLe StOrY TaT HAPPeNs..ThaNx..ThaNx FeR bEiNg ThErE MaRiE ..tHaNx FEr MeEtInG Me aND LisTeNiNg To ThOsE cRaPs TaT HaPPENeD...LoVe Ya...aNd aLsO To My DeE ANd KaY i ReaLLi APppReAcIaTe It...ThAnx FeR LisTeNiNg aNd GiViNg Me EncOuRaGeMeNt To TaKe It EaSY aNd ReMaInS cALm ThOuGh i HaVe DiFFiCULtIeS In ReMaInInG caLm In ThE 1sT pLaCe...LoVe Ya...ThEsE ppL(MaRiE,DeE aNd KaY) R ThE OnLi OnEs WhU ArE ThErE FeR Me WheN i nEeD a LisTeNiNg EaR..aS FeR Ma SiS...Haiz i ReaLLi dUnNo WaT To SaY....HoNestLY I FeEL TaT sHe ReaLLi NeEdS tO NoE ThE DiFF BeTwEEn ThE LoVe Of a SiS aNd ThE LoVe oF aNd OuTSiDeR ReSpEcTiVeLy...CaN sOmeOnE GeT sOmE sEnSe To HeR HeAd pLz...~

ThE ReaSoN y...

2005-01-30T14:33:00.000-08:00

WeLL HoLLa To EVeRy OnE TheRe...SoRRy ThAt i DidNt PosT aNy bLoG aLL ThIs WeEk..The REaSoN Is TaT iTs Ma SkoOL...sKooL sUx NoW...EsP Ma GoOd BuDDIeS...HaViNg cOnfLicTs WiTh aLL EsP WiTh ZuL..My SeCOnD BoO...HiS sUcHa PaIn In ThE aRsE...I DUnNO Y LaH...BuT He JusT iS oNe..He ToT TaT He Is The cLaSS ReP aNd He CaN dO aNyThInG He LiKe EsP cHaNgiNg My NaMe And WaN YaN To a LaTeR PaRt Of The CD PrOjEcT...aNd DOInG PrOjeCt WiTh HiM and gLaDwIn SuX..ReaLLi I FeeL LiKe cRyInG sIa..aNd Yes i aM RiTe Now NoT OnLy TheY gIMMe PrObS But aLsO Ma FaMiLy..ESp Ma sIs WhU i M wErrIed FeR aNd aNd Ma MuM wHo Is aLwaYs PicKiNg On Me FiNdInG My FaULtS...I dUNNo Y THe HeLL FeR....sHe Is dEfInaTeLy TreaTiNg Me LikE As iF i M sTiLL 14 or EVeN 15 I dUNNo y ReaLLi....sO sAd OkI...WaTEvEr I dOes JusT sEeM NoT RiTe LoR NoT To MeNtIoN sHe aLwAyS WaNts To BeaT Me Up As if i m sTiLL a YoUnG KiD...aSyiK NaK PuKuL aKu Je....SeDiH sAK...DaMn i m cRyInG RiTe NoW...HoW cAN i Be SO UnLucKy SaK ThIs WeEk...ThIs iS tHe ReAsOn y i Ve BeEn qUiEt aLL aLoNg aNd i M EvEn SicK...TaH LaH i DuNNo LaH....JuS No OnE UnDeRsTaNd ThaT i M sICK NoT ENuF sLeEp DoInG aLL The PrOjeCtS aS The DaTeLiNeS aRe cOmiNg ArEaDi...HaIz...`!Now AsRi Is In ThE HOsP AcCiDEnT...HaViNg a BaD WeEK..faUgHt WiTh HiM ToO buT a MiNoR OnE...TaH laH ThIs WeeK aLL sUx...~

i M BaCk To NoRMaL...

2005-01-19T11:55:00.000-08:00

--->0845-1045HrS
ToDaY I dUNNo Y I cAN ReaCh SkOOL EaRLy CoZ i WaKe Up LaTe LoR JusT NOW..MaYbE i WaTcH WaS sPoiLeD..i DuNo LaH HoR....ThEn ToDaY My BoO No 3 VERY LoNeLy PiTy HiM...HaHa....ToDaY TaT SaMuEL aNd zUL Go DO ThE rUNNiNg..i aLSO DuNNo WaT ThE HeLL FoR LoR..HaIz...ThEN aT LaSt i PaID FULL aTTeNtIoN To ThE MaRkEtInG LEcTuRe...CoZ i M TRyiNg NoT To FaIL hIs MoDuLE...I dUN WaN tO sEE HiM NExT sEm...HaIz...ToDaY He Ok2 LAH..QuItE FaRNiE LiKe aLwAys..

--->1115-1200HrS
I wAs LaBBiNg aT The LaB..HaHA...My NeW TeRm...Not cLuBBiNg aH BuT LaBBiNg...CoZ We GoT Long BreaK aCtUaLLI We r WaItIng FeR ThE DBMS LeSSOn LoR..CoZ We HeaRD a RuMoUr TaT The LEcTuRE wAs cANcELLeD...BuT NoT sUrE cOz She ToLd NoNe Of Us..BuT TheN i WaS sO FArKeD Up TaT We GoT tO NoE ThaT ShE cALLED tHe 1A21 cLaSS And ToLD TheM TAT ThE lEcTuRe WAs cANcELLeD iNsTeAd Of OuR cLaSS...HeR OwN cLaSS....And She Is OuR PvT TuToR...GoSh TaT Sux..ReaLLi sUx...i DuN WaNNa REsPeCt HeR ANyMoRE Lor...sHe ReaLLi MaKe mY bLoOD bOiLiNg...GeK cHooN aLSO LoR...

ThIs Is ZhInG HuI aND RoZaNA DoIng ThEIR pRoJeCt..HeHeSnaP sHoT...

ThAn Is SaM...HaHa He PaIsEy Ah He ALoNe ToDaY...sO cOvEr faCe LoR...LoLz

--->1204-1256HrS
WeNt BaCk To ThE LaB aNd LaBBiNg aND DO WCD PrOjEcT...

ThIs Is GeK cHOOn WheN aNgRy....i aLsO ScArEd

THaN ThIs Is Me TaKiNg sELf SHOt..sO cHuBBy Sia..ToO NeAr aReAdy LoR...~

--->1256-1350HrS
Go FeR aCCoUnTs LECtUrE....pReTTy BoREd BuT NvM LaH JuST LisTen LoR...AmaZiNgLy i LisTEN tO HEr LoR....

--->1350-1745HrS
WeNt To CcK aNd MeT WiTh My CHUD BaBe DeE....PiTy HER LaH ABt ShE aNd HeR Bf...KaLAU KaU BACe Ni i M sO sORi AbT U aND Ur Bf..TaKe It eAsY K dArLiNg..We WENt To LoT 1 aNd EaT aT LoNg JoHn aNd aLsO TaLK2 In ThErE qUiTe LoNg aBt EaCh OtHeR HaPPENiNgs...aNd TheN We WeNt WiNdOw sHoPPiNg aNd i BoUgHt MySeLf a WrIsT BaNd LoR...HeHe...ToMoRRow i PuT PiC k...ThEn LePaK aT ThE McDONALd aNd LiStEn To sOnG aNd sTorY TeLLiNg LoR...aNd pPL WeRe LiKe LooKinG aT Us...HaIz...FeRgEt It..ThEn WeNt HoMe...~

--->1745-TiLL Now..
aT HoMe ToOk a SHOwEr WaTch Tv FeR aWhIlE aNd Do My bLoG aBiT EdIt HERe aNd ThERE aNd FiNd INfOrMaTiOn Abt My WCD PrOJeCt...HaIz...TiLL NoW LoR aBt To LoG OfF ReaD BoOka Nd Go sLeEp...NiTe2 pPL...~

ToDaY sUx...

2005-01-18T22:39:00.000-08:00

WeLL My DaY ToDaY ReaLLi sUx...U wANnA NoE y CoZ TodAy sKoolL sTaRt aT 8 In ThE MoRnInG aNd It WaS aT ThE LiB aNd HaF To LisTEn To ThaT StOOPiD ELiSeR ThINGy...Sux THoUgH...HaIz...ThEn ToDaY My BoO No 2....WaNt To FiNd FaULtS wItH PrAtIcaLLy aLL gerLs...DUnNo WaSSuP iN His HeAd..sOrRy LaH tOdAY My WHoLe DaY LaMe...I dUN HaVe ThE aPPeTITe To EaT aNd TaLk..ToDaY wAs OnE Of ThE dAY ThaT i KeP To MYsELf The MoSt..DUNNo Y LaH...mOOdY aH TodAy aNd i HoPe ThaT My OtHeR DaYs WuD Be FiNe EsP ToMoRRoW....MaYbE i M sTrEsSeD Up LaH TaTs y...eSP WITh My MaRKETiNg ModULE...i ReaLLi DUNNo LaH...ItS KINdA LiKe HoPELeSS LoR...HaIz...ThEn JusT NoW MeT sAdIq,SHaDiQ aNd FyDa FeR aWHiLe...HaIz...i ReaLLi DUNNo WaD HaPPEN To Me TOdAY LoR...aNd u NoE wAt i SpEnT MosT Of My TIme ReaDInG sToRY Bk aT sKooL ToDaY...HaIz...y LaH So MaNy WeIRd ThInGs HaPPeNINg To Me NoWaDaYs...CaN sOmEoNe TeLL Me WhY???????PLZ~~~~~~~~~~

~!~!UpDaTeS FeR 2 DaYs HaPPeNiNg....~!~!

2005-01-15T01:54:00.000-08:00

HoLLa PpL...SoRi ItS BeEn LoNG sIncE i LaST UpDaTe..LoLz...oKi NoW i M UPDaTiNg FeR 2 DaYs HaPPeNing YaH....

a PiC WaS TaKeN YeST wHeN I wAsNt aRd aT sKoOL On ThURsDaY TaT SaM LoR....

--->01/14/2005<---

----->0930-100 HrS
WeLL I cAmE LaTe ToDaY FeR wCd LeSSON...HaHa...DuNnO LaH y I aLWaYS cOmE LATe HoR...i CaN Go CraZy SiA LiKe ThIs HaHa....WeLL GuEsS WaT ToDaY I m WeArInG sOmEtHiNg TaT i Ve NeVER wOrN BeFoRe In sKooL...aNd WHEN i CaMe InTo cLaSS EvErYoNe WaS sUrPrIsE I GuEsS...LoLz...CaMe InTo cLaSS wItH ThaT SaMuEL...LoLz...He aLSO LaTe....

----->1000-1145HrS
We GOt AcCoUnTs TuToRiaL..aNd As UsUaL ThE LeSSoN Is BoRINg aNd ToDaY I DidNt sLeEp DuRINg HiS TuToRiaL...LoLz..SeE iM a GoOd GaL NoW..LoLz...WeLL DuRiNg HiS LeSSON NoT MucH ThInGy HaPPeNInG...LoLz..EvErYoNe LiKE As Me Y aM i SO DrEsSeD Up...I OsO dUnNo WaT To aNsWeR...WaNNa NOe WaT I wEaR....JuS sCrOLL DoWn LaTeR...

----->1145-1250HrS
DuRiNg ThIs PeRiOd Of TiMe We WeRe HaViNg oUr BrEaK aNd My NeXT LeSSoN Is The CoMpUtEr DIY LeSSoN...LoLz...At ThE cANtEeN ItS VeRy ChAoTic LoR...I WaS BeInG DiStUrBeDbY tHaT sAmUeL,SaM,And ZuL...VeRy IrRiTaTiNg LoR...THeN HaVe To TaKe PiCtUrE fOr CD PrOjEcT HaHa...NoW ThaN CaN sEE...

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----->1250-1500HrS
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----->1500-1610HrS
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----->1610-....HrS
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----->0830-1115HrS
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----->1115-1530HrS
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----->1530-1915HrS
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----->1915-2310HrS
OKi wE aT sUnTeC Go To ToPsHoP aNd LoOK FeR sAdIq NeW ShIr BuT He DiDnT BrInG EnUf CaSh..I aLsO NoT ENUf CAsH..TheN wEnT To SeE FeR MaRIEs cLoThEs aT ToPsHoP aLSO...BuT aLL NoT Nice...THaN We WeNt To eAt aT McDoNaLDS aNd TheN We Go To SkY GaRdEn aNd sIt DoWn aNd pLaY cArDs...HaHa...PlaY CARDs UnTiL We DiDNt ReaLizE The TyMe..AnD ThEN We Go To SiT aT cOfFeE BeAN aNd HaF sOmeThINg To dRiNk LoR...ThEn SeMPaT BeRpOsInG..LoLz...

ThIs Is Me PosInG INsIdE cOfFeE BEAn...

----->2310-2340HrS
We WErE GoINg OuT Of CoFFee BeAn CoZ cLosInG ArEaDy aNd ThEN We cOLLiDeD WITh DiDi(MaRIe cUzZIn)aNd DeCiDeD To Go HoMe ToGeThEr WiTh HiM...BuT We WeRE aCTUaLLy LosT OuR WaY OuT OF The SuNtEc CoZ aLoT Of GATEs WeRE cLOsEd...So HaF To ReaLLi FiNd OnE LoR...HaIz...ThEN WaLk aLL tHe WaY To BuGiS aReA LoR...ThEn wHiLe WaItIng FeR DiDi To COMe We ToOk PicTuReS....

Me And MaRIE LoOkEd sO cLosEd TO eAcH OtHER RiTe....

----->2340-0025HrS
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2005-01-09T23:54:00.000-08:00

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